How wide is Your love
That You would stretch Your arms
And go around the world
And why for me would a Savior's cry be heard

I don't know
Why You went where I was meant to go
I don't know
Why You love me so

Those were my nails
That was my crown
That pierced Your hands and Your brow

Those were my thorns
Those were my scorns
Those were my tears that fell down
And just as You said it would be
You did it all for meAnd after
You counted the cost
You took my shame, my blame
On my cross

How deep is Your grace
That you could see my need
And chose to take my place
And then for me, these words I'd hear You say

Father no
Forgive them for they know not what they do
I will go
Because I love them so

after You counted the cost You took my shame, my blame on my cross

-what a wonderful love-
i heard this on one of the night services in church. it was so beautiful.

elisa called today! yeah i was happy to hear ur voice.. (:
thanks for listening to me... yeah you can be praying for me on that..

for the others, well, just share in summary... haha
i have some areas of concerns in my heart, and the funny thing is i know what God wanted me to learn from it. haha got that inspiration as i shared with elisa. indeed, i should hold on to the faith that He will guide me even when i fear.

elisa asked me if after making those decisions, will i have time for myself? i wondered... haha
but if i reject, she will be a burden in my heart, if i accept, i fear for my inadequacy. if i reject, someone may come along the way to guide her, if i accept, can i hold her there and help her grow? aiyo.... decisions again.... hai...

maybe cos it speaks of commitment... am i committing too much? but i enjoy the process..

aside to tay, so nice of u to remember to update me abt ur date. (: hope my advise on ur planning helped.. no worries abt the rejection now, is not a failure anyway. shall see after exam, concentrate first! should give some room and concern during this period of preparation la... (: okie a step taken... (: -guess u said u wanna show me e photo, bluffing me again?- haha

i am so glad that sy decided to stay..
was so sad yest when i knew abt it, though i knew her for barely half a yr.
guess the friendship we had, made me felt so affected by it.
didnt expect the impact on me, but i guess like what boss said, the dept has really bonded well.
i thank God for this, esp since is my first job.
had an opportunity to finally answer her qns to me, didnt know how to explain to her when she asked what is my makes me carry on life/motivated each day (something along this line).
told her are friends, but i guess is people ba, so that i can show the love like Jesus do to me.
God create nice opportunity when we have patience to wait. (:

finally down with presentation!
thanks my fren for picking me from sch (:
appreciated that...

two more weeks to easter!
however, the death/resurrection of our Lord should be in our hearts everyday, every moment. for that holds a victory sign that Jesus had accomplished His mission for the uworthy.

Qt hasnt been good for some time, been doing a few days of reading in a day.
guess due to busyness...

Last week was bad...
had 3 nights of 530am and waking up at 730am...
and i was late for work for a day at least.
no doubt i can sleep late, but with work, guess i cannot anymore.
i always remembered daniel tan(sim lect) said before since we are young, sleep less, spend more time on earning $. ahaha... money is not earn this way, there are other more impt stuff to spend on - like God, family, friends!

last sat met e drill com, and my dear AI AI is getting married! (:
Jasmine! my prayers for you is that your relationship be God-honouring and God will bless you both. (:
she has been the closest one to me in drill com, guess cos we entered together, and still remembered how we got messed up as jami lee and jasmine tan! (: so nice to have you back seriously!

this week, celece is leaving and i will be on my own solely to do the sg acc. gosh!
but i know the Lord has been faithful, whenever fear creeps in, He will send peace and reminded me of Him. just hope that this month sales will be fine... - holding on close to HIM -

this month will be a testing month as i see it, a test of time management... dealing with work, sch, assignments, various activities... wow! but i guess will be over soon, since when we are busy, time pass fast..

been busy with the SBA test to actually update my blog..
thank God for the good paper on thurs, had a good time writing and God, had once again, shown His greatness to me by His peace upon my heart. (: this down, more to come in mar... another management report gonna due on this fri. hmmm guess should try to finish by thurs.. hmmm..

after my paper, went to NUS to give cousin a SURPRISE visit. i admit that i simply cannot play pranks on others, is proven, yes. (:

just thought of cousin that week so decided to visit her after my paper since i am nearby as well.
thank God that law joined in, and i was spared the 'supposed' taxi rides. (: and i really appreciated that. (:

the roads within NUS really driving us mad. been traveling the same roads up and down, guess ppl who have seen us passing by wondered too. and is not funny, gosh! so tiring. still thank God for a little amusement during the 'agony' haha!

guess we were paying so much attention to the road names, and we found this! - 'Law Ling'
haha, guess the first time law found a road named after him! -.-
(i alighted to take this pic btw)



















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met up with leaf, ying and zibin for lunch on sat. haha, had a long discussion on 'is it ok to lie to save a life', well... had some insight from zibin's sharing. shared abit with him also abt how i wish to undergo trials like some do at times, and guess what he said was true, in fact each day i may be battling with something, but perhaps due to conscience, i chose to do the right thing. well, i think it will boil down to remaining faithful in Him and to read His word so as to fall back on Him, who is my foundation.

met up with the 02s21 peeps at night.
didnt realised an easier route to jalan kayu from my hse till that day. alright, i am still learning anyway. (:

thanks to tay who helped me to get my way there, was so amazed by his details - 3nd (2nd or 3rd?) bus stop after turning into jalan kayu, and passing the home and shell on my right (which was actually left), walked 20 steps in the same direction and i will reached (it took me more than 60 steps and i was still a dist away) nonetheless, i still appreciate ur details. ^-^

is so nice to see the old classmates again.. though is the usual group, it brought back lots of fond memories of those time in tpjc. (: thanks to marvin for the ride back, despite his early church svr on sun. (:

and........ i was late for church on sun... :(
i woke up at 740am by a call, and headed back. i was so tired.
nearly fell asleep during sermon, but it was an interesting one though, and of cos the sudden ringing of my phone woke me too -.- haha...

i guess the topics covered/going to cover in church are getting more and more interesting to me. (; which is a good thing, makes me look forward to sermons on sundays.