Wednesday, March 29, 2006

dedicated to my friends....


i thank God for the many friends that He planned in my life... a part are really great friends who i m still in contact with, a part are ppl who just left as we end a course, module, class, etc...

why must friends hurt u when they are suppose to be part of ur growing companion? just like we are their growing companion.. somehow, it makes me paused to think and count the remaining friends that i can trust...

i can feel the hurt that u felt... sleep through it, and a brand new day tml! this act is not escaping or wad-so-ever, is an optimistic point of view, having a clearer mind, then u can resolve wad u wanna resolve... thinking of things in another perspective.. (i m optimistic btw)

many ppl come and go.. only a few will leave their footprints and it will remain in ur heart!





Daddy, i pray for peace upon the heart and a good night rest...





JESUS, You are my best friend.........
ooohhhoooo a while since i been updating.. let see wad has been going on....

well, last week boss threw a "bomb"... haha...
she needs me to come three times a week instead of the usual twice... well, she said if i foresell no work, i can just drop one day and remain twice a week... due to some unforesee circumstances... well, at least she is nice and the system is quite flexible, so like my style! yeah, ppl be flexible!

fetch jac and liting to GB last sat, since after accompanying jac to get medical report.. anyway liting u owe me one la... to think if we didnt call, think u will be super duper late lah...

last sunday had dinner with carol, tried those "chi-ca" ah, i think that's how u spelled it.. haha... not bad ah! and value for money! not bad.. out of 5 stairs, i give 3 la... cos the sweet and sour pork not up to standard la! :) then met her on tue(yesterday) to comb bedok resv, goodness! alright, i must admit she is fast la k, we were separated cos hshe ran bigger pace but dunno why my legs dun open leh when running.. ahha... nvm... halfway abt 3km, found her sitting down, reason being she wanna SHIT!!!! and we have to walk like 1.5km to reach the toilet!!!! :) haha... "no image liao" :)

last mon early morning received an sms from darling yu xin.. haha... she wanna come church with me... :) hey u nv know how happy i was, esp after u said all abt ur boring SAjc chapel... :) thank God u are able to catch the Da Vinci Code my church going to screen for the next 4 weeks! haha...



in BS today.....



Discipline without relationship leads to rebellion.. haha...all along i hold this belief in high regard! haha, i always say "nobody is borned for u to scold! " simply cos i dun like to be screamed at.. back in sec days, i dun usually scold my juniors... haha... hey i always play the good man k.. :) i will talk to them on another level... sharing and praying...

i like to hang ard with the teenagers, knowing the problems and pressure they face and help to relief them.. i love to listen to them, to share their sorrows and happiness.. i love to share my experiences with them.. haha.. does it makes me a counsellor or social worker??? :) somehow it just makes me feel happy to be able to help this teenagers... true i cant reach out to everyone, but i will reach out to whoever i can.. :)

daddy allow me to go for power boat license as my bdae's present! bryan say it will be abt $400... still considering... haha... maybe ask daddy give me e money so that i can go on hols after exams hor... haha... but well, it will be a bomb he gonna spent on me bdae le... lots of ppl asking wad do i wan... list coming soon k.. haha.... pls.... most importantly.... NO KEYS pls!!! thanks... even my mom say i obiang and she is not giving me.. haha.. for those who dun read this blog and didnt know, is okie... i will still take it.. for those who know... NO k... :)

my mathernal grandma who is a devoted buddhist, asked if i wanted a cross for my bdae!! so sweet... nv expected her to say that.. mom said grandma is getting more open.. hopefully can share the gospel with her.. in God's time.. :)

exams r round the corner soon so guess less blogging time le... after exams planning to go on hols... suggested Rendang.. but fren say Phuket... anywhere cheap k.. i m not rich btw... somewere with nice beaches will do! :) dun tell me ECP or PRP or sentosa thanks...


off to books... time check 2.22am! :)

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

having MAB test this friday! right.. like again! just found out the previous test and now another one................

will be out studying this few days i guess!

-came back from running at 10pm!- *wow**tire*

talked to pork just now... realised she had accepted the invitations to join drill com... haha... :)
previously didn't hear anything ah, till sok said yawling or someone? asked her on A&D rehearsal.. hhaa.. thank God for this additional member! *hunting for more!* :)

went to hospital today, saw wen hui, wow, thank God this bro is alright... :)
the doc came and said that CGH came a new equipment and would like wenhui to try it out.. haha, to put it nicely is to try and pass time - he was bored u see. but to put it in another words, is a be a Guinea Pig lah! haha... doc didn't said guinea pig but merely said for experimentation.. haha... quite fun though... anyway hopefully his red blood counts increase so he can be discharged soon! :) it dropped when doc tested it today... get well bro, since u wanna watch ur final destination 3.. haha.. not interested though...

think my HK trip might not be true le... exams timetable is out! hai....

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

VERY UPSET! *sobsob*

sometimes when u want to do something but u dont have the "energy" to do it.. in chinese we say "li bu chong xin", i very badly want to overcome this! hai... exams r piling soon... things r still haywired... got to find a place to study soon.. home too messy le! DISCIPLINE!!!!!!!!

got MAB results le, dont ask me what i got!

i have alot of things to do but it seems like there's no time.... aiyo... things need to be done in the list..
1) going lagoon with louie, sam & Aud (schedule since after O's?????) have not seen them till now!!
2) a day to east coast for wake boarding to accompany aud
3) canoeing with e-grp
4) gathering with su & others (been postphoning)
5) my books!
6) clearing up my room
7) going to ikea to get my furniture done
8) plan a 3D2N trip to Hong kong - I/C - ME!
9) wanna meet dinner with ppl who haven meet up 4 sometime!!! (esp 34thGB kakis la...)
10) most importantly, wanted to spend a morning out at the beach/park to spend time with the Lord! it will a great experience with the serenity environment!

did i mention that i planning a 3D2N to HK???? sis and i wanted to do some shopping and mom was suggesting an over wkend trip to HK will be enough since dad knows e place.. checked the cheapest airfareis $318, anyone with cheaper rates??? pls let me know.. planning to leave on 14th arp since good friday is a PH... no work no sch... leaving fri morning, coming back sunday night... anyone wanna join us??? plain shopping! by SQ will be $320...

wen hui got hospitalised suspected dengue... 2nd case to ppl ard me.. so ppl pls TAKE CARE of yourself and take up preventive measures at hm etc... pray God's healing hand be upon him..

We are finite but the Lord is infinite! What we know of our Father is finite, we can nv imagine the things that He done for us! cos He is infinite!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

ranks yield ReSponSibilities, reSponsiBilities yields greater taSks....

just had this thot when me and carol managed to make it for the last 30mins of meeting... nowadays realised the standard of juniors changed, not comparing them, but i feel that the meaning of ranks and responsibilities have been transformed.... somehow....

today attended JLTC.. (carol thank me!) had some thots shared with sok... felt different after chatting with her.. :) got tired over certain things, realised is the angle i see in needed a change... maybe.... after that told a cab back to SHS, cab uncle had a fun time "suaning" carol i guessed.. haha... will nv forget the thunder that strike when carol seem pessimistic over the meeting.. so gal, always be optimistic.. :)

yesterday visited bleuliquid... thanks to alan.. nice place but quite smoky though... reached home abt 230am... well.. for yuxin's sake k! haha, hope u enjoyed ur 21st bdae with us.. :)

thank God for everything and anything..
He could simply not pick up the cross.. but He did!
therefore, Luke 9:23 - Deny, Cross, Follow!

Friday, March 10, 2006


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my meSSY living rooM again! Posted by Picasa

see the slippers all over the place since it is sandy in the living room... Posted by Picasa

the under-construction kitchen.... Posted by Picasa

My mEsSy Living Room!
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mY NeW BloggiE! :)

decided to have a new blog since the previous one is currently having some prob.. : (
why i chose Once-Upon-a-deep-Blue-sea? because, i really love the sea! my dReams is to trAveL to thE cLeAr bluE Sea to DiVe! haha....

but is hard lah, dad forbid me to join the diving team (they are having expedition in june!!!) : ( maybe snokelling, as the alternative, but not as shiok! :)

passed by IT fair today, was looking at the flyers received (intending to change a printer to all-in-one, eyeing on canon eh.....), and following the crowd leaving the place... i was about to 'bang' onto someone who was in all black, i took a side step, she too... was irritated at why is this person so Super Duper nonsense by blocking my way! well... realised it was AnGel!!! so it explains all - she is irritating mah... :) nice bumping into her... only manage to catch abt 10mins of the fair and the deals r really good! laptops are really cheap with real good specs, heard from yuxin who got a samsung laptop with super duper good specs and freebies for like only $2099! (ard there) *jealous* i should have waited right..... : ) so peeps who wanna get IT stuff, grab be4 sunday.. :)

today met up with JiaHui, our gathering, indeed been a long time since i last seen her, 11 mths! she is as usual her.. haha... nice catching up with her, feeling is like i've been meeting her every other day! and yesterday went to "relief" for one of serene's tuition boy, he stays opp TPJC.. walking out from his hse and looking across TPJC brings back memories of my JC days.... esp the poster of simon during rock climbing at the main gate reminded me of how sPorTy our class was and famous for being united! haha, remember us taking part in sports day, sea carnival (drAgon boAt!! & Canoe), swim Meet, individuals' sports competition... wow.....

enough of reminiscing............. recently hse is in a big mess! my kitchen is undergoing massive changes! the whole of old kitchen is gone! my hse is a 4-rm flat but now it seems like a 1-rm flat.. due to the renovation of the kitchen, everything from the kitchen was shifted out... mom specially bought a electric cooker for these few days usage, she boiled water in the master bedrm! and we had meals in the rms too! hai... was quite frustrated as dont really like staying with the thot that my kitchen and half of living rm is sandy!

well, dad says that during all this mess going on, mom will be the happiest cos she got a new kitchen! :) whahaha...

today is also my first guitar lesson to the sec 1s girls.. thot will be hard to click with them, but well.... NOT TRUE! haha... had a great time and we are going on date together somemore! haha...a good bunch of girls with great learning attitudes... :) not that my previous batch dont have k so dont be jealous... :)