Thoughts..

I am surprised to hear what was shared. I think because I didn't expect it to be you. The story is just like what I went through except a role changed. I also think overtime I have grown, my naive-self thinking everyone is nice and knowing right from wrong seems to have shattered and I seems to beginning to see the world. 

I asked God why it was surfaced again. Why when I so badly wanted to forget and moved on and yet it had to haunt me again. I think I know God is teaching me sth. I had suppressed it but I have yet to let go. Prayed for her which brought both of us to tears. I dunno how to pray but I know it was needed at that moment. 

I think it must be hard for her. Even if the man decided to leave the wife to be with her, she will still be the one get hurt the most. Guilt will continue to torment her. Sometimes I wonder why do ppl want to marry when they can't stay faithful. Similarly, why try to break a family when u didn't want it to happen to ur own family? And no consideration at all to the children, if any. This week is the 2nd time I am hearing "I am the product of my parent's failed parenting". I don't wish Abby be saying such things when she is older.    

I dunno. I dunno if I can be helping her. I dunno will she fall again if he decided to text tml? If one knowing is wrong and yet cont to sink in, I think is unforgivable and I don't even know if I can even face her. I am hating the situation she is in but yet I can't hate her.

However, I think somehow I know that God is definitely working in me which is comforting to my soul. 

I'm held by Your love

Finally found this photo as I browse through my album. 

Looking at how daddy holding Dottie in his arm reminded me of how my Heavenly Father held me in His arms and how apt the song "I'm held by Your love" is. Guess I nv truly understand the lyrics but seeing this I do. Thank God.