Henderson Waves!
i always wanted to visit this place... so many ppl are telling me how niceeee it is... remembered abf went once but didnt join them (cant remember for what reason also), regret it!

Ivy is 'dating' me for it!!! (more like she needed me to accompany her!) haha.. alrighty, she is soo funny, shall visit this beautiful place with her... (dun bluff me!!!)

http://www.nparks.gov.sg/cms/index.php?option=com_visitorsguide&task=attractions&id=62&Itemid=73

here's e link... it really look beautiful.. it says...
"It is an area steeped in history and is home to some of nature's greatest gifts of flora and fauna. It is also one of the best spots in Singapore to catch panoramic views of the city, harbour and the Southern Islands."

oh man.... simply love the night views... haaa... just like how usually i will be attracted to the city night lights... (:

aside to elisa: think i found another attraction for u when u are back already... (:

slower speed than ever, taking a longer and sweeter time. didnt know why i felt so upset after the conversation. guess pretty much it was obvious.

millions of apologies for that sudden reaction, alot of thots came to mind and guess cos i cannot justify them. i didnt know exactly why i was upset, but i do feel very low. i still yet to know though the reason why. guess is just on my part i am thinking too much.. i dunno.. and i dun like this feeling........

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QT today on - doing something out of nothing.
my 'nothing' moment includes journey to work, pockets of moments whereby i will take time away from work to simply surf or staring out of the window, and even at the toilets. (:

when i pondered... moments like this i found myself conversing with God within me. i enjoyed this, not the usual "... in Jesus's name i pray, Amen!" but rather having Him being a part of my life, rather a BIG part! how wonderful it is.. but some time i will just want to be still and watch the scenery that passes me by be it on train, bus, car etc... not being pessi but rather to enjoy simply being peaceful, not having to think of work, sch or things that bothers me (seldom there will be though).

my take away from this is that giving God moments like this will actually refresh ourselves from the things that we are doing/thinking. personally it encourages me each time i go into moments like this. i will find my heart worshipping and also conversing.

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on sunday, Lawrence (quoted Justin) that when we seek God for an answer, we pray, and when there is still no response, we make the best decision (based on what i get, though not the exact). i was marvelled at how we can have this relationship with Him, God has a plan for us, yet He also allow us to make choices on our own. once in bs, someone shared that God gave us choices to make our own decision, when we are wrong, He also provide U-turns for us to be aligned to His plan. sometimes the choices are so clear but yet our very own nature decided to go against His will or we simply refuses to let go and let Him take control. sometimes i wondered what will His reaction be when i made the wrong choices, will He be upset, or thinking that this silly girl is going to take a long time? i am always thankful for the grace that He has for us or rather for me... it is really beyond imagination yet it is so wonderful.

anyway the above are random thoughts, not very well summarised, but are thoughts for myself to think deeper and thoughts that i have it within me over the weekend.

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i met hanwei today! he happened to be clement's polymate... how nice it is to again meet another pri sch fren.... haa and he can still remember the old times... interesting...

alright off to bed.... very very late....

this few days QT, God has been teaching me abt forgiving...
(i wondered to myself who on earth needs me to forgive??? esp when my anger dun last)
alright... i finally understood....


was so upset when i received ur call last night
i hadnt felt so angry and frustrated for a while..
and i truely understood what God has been teaching me all these while...
i'm sorry.. i failed... i let them clouded my mind..
i have already let out all that i needed, and i trust that God is in control..
i know He will..

amazing love, how can it be..

the new week..... (:

testing kelly's new hp! (with my 2 sg flags, signify-ing my 2 yrs here!)scandal 1!

scandal 2!

Poser 1!

Poser 2!

during lunch @ Fish & cO...

chatted with audrey today...

right, even in USA, she gotta bug me with the same issues... (hey arent u tired??) hahaha! a rather cute odie... just wait patiently.... (:

started my revision yest officially... oh no... and there are so much to absorb! (am not a spnge)

how...... stress..... lazy to start.....

yesterday had a lazy afternoon... boss went out for seminar locking all of us out of the room... so we decided to cram into a room and started to laze ard.. took pictures, laughed, and yawning throughout the afternoon... shall have some photos here... (:

thanks for entertaining me! oops...

(sorry for the bursting smS...)

i am bored...

i think i am bored by work... hmm..
am tired too, though last night i slept rather early but still tired... dunno why..
haha, just need some laughters to wake myself up...

and... exams is coming! 23rd, my last paper... really hope this will end soon..

just keep praying (:

realised last week passed rather slowly as i looked back.. hmm.. (:

Jackson Wee!
i guess he is my longest time friend on earth! and a great suan-er i realised! nv keep his mouth away from 'piglet'....
we were in the same preschool to primary...
it is so wonderful to be able to still keep in contact, even if it is just only recently... but the feeling is nice..
hahaa, we can celebrate our 20th anniversary soon....

i vividly remembered him in the past, only can remember his mom, who is so nice towards me each time, telling me where my mom/grandma will be that is picking me up...
memories of him came in guess kindergarden then...

was just chatting and chatting, and really missed those younger days.... carefree....
okie shall meet u soon at pratashop soon... till we meet.. (: