I felt I didn't had time to do the things I need to do. On top of that, the phone had chose to go flat on the day when it should be fully utilized. Felt like the whole world is condemning me for not having the phone on. 

Teach so many times u also didnt get it. So frustrating. 

Don't ask further for comments when it is approved and no further amendments allowed. It is irritating. 

Had a scare for EC, published but not followed. Hai. 

Did not approve Sth in time. Felt so bad the entire day.

Tired. So many things and so much responsibilities. 

Didnt like what I am feeling..

Growing up

Not sure if I have posted this before. But is a reminder that Abby will grow. One day, she will not want us to carry her anymore.... Awwwwwww....

Sian

It is damn stupid to send the email to gebiz. Will gebiz even know that the supplier has changed uen? Seriously! I don't even know why u want me to do it. Is it my purview? Fine, I did it. 

I don't need u to step into my procurement. You don't have to consider how much involvement. I don't like to be in the same team as u, what more u see u. Freak. A few more times, that's it. I don't see u are leading me well. I rather run on my own. 

Am already not clever, don't need another email to make me look stupid. Yea, maybe I am stupid afterall. 

Sian. 

Period. 

Really hated it. 

All about Abby baby!

She is sooooo cute! She has learnt to flip n now she is exploring her lungs!! 

Such a smiley baby.. Thank God :)

心情

我只想把我的想法说出来.. 

我真的好不喜欢现在的model. 

The comments passed etc.. Maybe joking but I didn't like. It is the same as per what I encountered 2 yrs back. I will remain silent and less active until I find that confidence once again. 

对于你: 我觉得和事老应该多少有一点鼓励，而不是加盐加醋。不是应该平和大家的心情吗？一家人那来的各夜仇。可能真的是我不明白吧。但是那个人喜欢一直被讲？是你也不高兴。这一次应该是第三次了吧。好乱啊！

今天好sian,带着一个很不想上班的心情。好怀念我的ML... 

心情不太好时就想用华语.. 

老公的心情也不好。我不知道要怎么安为他。

Some thoughts

Have yet to pen my thoughts in a long while.. 

Work started. Well, it didnt happen the way I expected. Things move slow initially, then unwanted jokes/comments came, next to keep up to speed. The initial stage I almost didnt want to work. However, it is interesting to take on procurement. I learnt much and now gg on courses and making friends from other agency abt procurement. I think it is fun. :)

I missed Abby at work too! Awww having to call back whenever am free to check on her.. Missed taking care of her when she is with me.. :) 

Many a times I took for granted many things. Knowing abt what M&D is gg through, I dunno if I can make it through. They both displayed faith and love and support for each other is admirable. I am touched by it. D looks like a normal mom waiting for her boy's arrival. But deep in her, there must be alot of mixed feelings. I took for granted with my time with Abby. So fast, 16 weeks past.