so much to give thanks for!

thanks for finally being able to meet me..
i waited for so long, so when u asked for a meal, i would surely go! (:
it went well, i supposed. at least having an understanding to the questions i have in mind.
i thank the Lord for the friendship shared still, the many jokes made and the many whinning we had. so fun!
things changed. maybe like what you said, we have grown up.
will take heed and try it out, hopefully we can all adjust together. (:
nevertheless, thanks!

lawrence came to pick me.
it gave lots of comfort. thanks for listening to me too. not easy for me now i guess, with this transitions.. shall take some time to adjust. thanks for being so patience too.. (:

Mei Yen read my blog regularly! (:
haa.. hi!!
lazy to blog for awhile.. well, at least u showed me there's another one who still visit this dead blog.. (: have a nice week yeah...

know. i hope i am not being complacent..

this morning devotion reminded me to keep my focus on God - in everything that i do.
i wonder the dissatisfaction i have at work is it due to my lack of focus on Him.
i often doubted, but i thought i have been involving Him in my work..

anyway..

alot of things will fall in places when we have We in the center. a God-centered life is freedom that God had given to us. but it seems like many have forgotten abt Him, or did not even want to acknowledge Him. sometimes i wonder why is it so hard?

i often ask, if there is a rebirth, where do the incense/burnt offering goes to?
they cannot answer me... living in denial again..
isnt it nice to attend church as a family tog? -dreams-

my prayer of salvation.....

am thankful that you enjoyed yourself yesterday. (:
rather interesting day i thought....

phew....

came back from a malacca trip with my family.. was reluctant to go in the first place, since miao had invited me to her NP annual parade and i promised that i will be there to support her. well, mom insisted so there i went... Lawrence came along too, ha guess if he hadn't i will be sulking within me for missing the parade. sorry cousin miao.. hope u had fun yea? update me more when i see u...

Thank God for him, he was there to carry ahma's stuff, to take nice pictures of us, and the best part, to me, he could spend time with my family and a getaway for him to relax.

this is my first trip to malacca.. haa.. visited some places such as Jonker Street, St Paul's Church, Chirst Church Melaka, The Little Nonya (e show) filming ground, bees museum etc.. realised Melacca is a small little square town.. but the weather was a killer... after some walking and climbling, i perspired all over... bleah... overall, a rather fun trip..(:

butt:see photos in facebook or his blog...? lazy to post here.... missed u... (:

am sick... down with mc again.. in 2 weeks, taken mc twice.. wonderful!
thanks for the love showered, it comforted my heart. (:

was down with a bad sore throat yest, but went ahead to meet su-lynn and after abt 2 hrs of sharing, my voice gave in..

we had a good chat i should say. it began with Lawrence.
After hearing her experience, it became clearer to me that i am not the only one undergoing the same process, which was pretty encouraging. She gave advice too, from her opinion. shared with her the plan we have, how we have been etc...

haha, realised she is the only person so far who see what i faced/will faced, guess because she knew Lawrence very well. thank God for the encouragement she shared, felt was an assurance that God gave me too. the blessing and sharing she gave to us, is so different, at least a different thing i am hearing from ppl who are concern abt us. (: had fun chatting with her.

shared with her about the desire in my heart that God prompted. as she shared, i could feel some similarity with her. how we both want to reach out to the girls/youth and how we want to be with them 24/7 if we can. shared how in the past, back at 34th, i could spend each day being with the girls, be it tutoring, praying or just hanging out with them, building a relationship with them. we both see time as an important factor when it come to building these relationship. of cos, now thing changes, i will need to know which is the ministry that i will want to be involved actively in, and to give time to the other half too. (:

well, she provided useful insight to my option of considering full time. i wanted to lay clear path and to pray about them.
1) to remain in the line
2) to be accepted as a teacher
3) full time ministry

full time was rather grey initially, but i sorta know how i can begin right now. so i guess will start looking at some christian organisations and explore..
this gonna be pretty exciting i guess, so will quickly list them down and start praying.. (:
guess the biggest issue that all will face is the acceptance of family and financial issue. sigh...
it is to put trust in God's providence. will i have that big faith? i know what my heart desire.
qns is do i trust Him to lead me?

such an inspiring night, thank God for it.

complaints abt taking a budget airplane to aussie or bali?
sometimes i cannot understand the thoughts that ppl hold.

u want to have a relax time overseas, yet u complaint abt the cost.
u want good service yet u mind paying the extra.
u want everything up to ur expectation yet u want to minimize its cost.

how?

isnt it a give and take? u pay for what u asked for.

okie, just a lunch and it caused me to blog abt it..
guess the living standard in sg is high, thus we may have a higher expectation & our ks-ism sets in as well.

not that it bother me much anyway.. (:

had a chat with u..
i thot it was kinda nice since it was a while since we chatted.
always had the impression that sch work is occupying u..
i felt that you seems to have a certain perception that u cannot resolve and bingo! i was right
maybe i shouldnt have treated u as a little girl, guess that's one of the disadvantages of my 'motherly' nature.

alot of mixed feelings for the past weeks.. though it was buried deep down..
i always thought it wont be a prob esp so when you treat ppl with ur heart.
and i do have an expectation, that you will understand me.. much like a telepathy (:
in fact, it is pointless to talk abt things that happened for so long isnt it? esp when i will sleep through it.

hai.. i wonder when i will recover from this? time? for me or for u to adapt?
is it really an issue on adaptation?

many apologies for this post.. just my random thoughts (: