hmm... having a weird feeling..
suddenly in a not-sure-what-to-do state..
am free this weekend.. kept fri free to acc teo if she needs, but she also aint sure if she will be free..
just worried she may need someone to be with her..

as for sat.. 4-6pm prayer time! follow which house warming at leaf's? well, unless going with jy, else will be kinda weird.. so morning gonna meet up with van.. and after that?

sun, as usual, church.. and then?

hmmm realised in the past was packed with activities, wont be filled with so much uncertainty.. i think i am more reliance, which isnt good sometime...

jy asked me a qns that made me ponder so who are the ones closest to me?
haa.. it begins by her qns on who are the close friends that she made in church.. which reminded me of what cousin yt told me on sun..

sometimes i wonder is it i am not thinking hard enough or she is simply thinking too much?
i answered her the friends i made in church may not be the closest but can be built..

the chat with her yesterday made me realised how different perspectives we both have. how she see hopeless-ness and i see faithfulness.. (: