Abigail Ling

She is finally out! Wanted to put down my thoughts before I forgot all abt them..

Went with hub at 930am on 26 feb to be induced. Interestingly induced on our 2nd yr anniversary, went to walk ard and stuff gg back to ACJ at abt 1pm to check and was found 1.5-2cm dilation.. So as per doc, i was admitted. We waited till late afternoon before I was 3cm and epi was up, and till evening I was 7cm dilated. At 12am 27/2 I was already 9cm dilated. So I started to push and at 1am 27/2 Abby is out! Weighing 3.71kg!! :)

So thankful to God for His blessing. Abby came out with the ambilical cord round her neck twice. So scary. But I know is God's protection over her. :)

So thankful to the hub! Well done too! Seeing his face red while helping me to push. And having to bear all the bloody sight.. But is a joy to see the smile on his face when he carrys Abby in his arm.. :)

Indeed all the pain is worth it... Now I ask that God, please cont to protect our family against the evil ones as we build a family of love :)

She is coming!

26/2/2013 shall be the day I will be induced so as to quicken the process of her coming.. It is so scary!! At least to me I m scare, nv been through the classes, will I know how to push? Will i be too kan cheong if her head is stucked?? And will it be too painful.... :s

I can imagine the bb I be carrying is my very own. And like what Alicia shared I should be glad God watched over Abby to allow me to carry her till full term before she is out. I do hope Abby be an easy to manage bb..

God, please be with me as I enter the delivery ward. Take away my fears n my uncertainties, knowing that I m in good hands of those You have blessed. God, allow me to appreciate the works of Your hands and watch over Abby that she be a healthy bb.

What an assurance :)

Middle fingers

Now then I realized how impt middle fingers are.. They are not just used to swear, haa.. For me, I find it so hard not to be able to bend. When I can't bend, doing things became a hassle..I can't write, I can't grab, and I can't clench... :( every morning I will have to do fingers exercise. Abby, will u be a loving daughter when u be out? I only hope u be a easily manage bb.. So when u be coming?

I m inspired by the man whom I never spoke much to but the life I see he is leading encouraged me. To put aside a morning to pray with his wife for the ones under his charge, to doing his best in serving our Saviour, I am encouraged. May I also be able to put Jesus first and remember His purpose here. To save, to reconcile.

Faith

By Faith
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. This is what the ancients were commended for.
By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God’s command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible.
By faith Abel offered God a better sacrifice than Cain did. By faith he was commended as a righteous man, when God spoke well of his offerings. And by faith he still speaks, even though he is dead.
By faith Enoch was taken from this life, so that he did not experience death; he could not be found, because God had taken him away. For before he was taken, he was commended as one who pleased God. And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
By faith Noah, when warned about things not yet seen, in holy fear built an ark to save his family. By his faith he condemned the world and became heir of the righteousness that comes by faith.

:) really thankful I went for service today..

I had a new collection to my bags! :) finally... Big hole but is sth I reaaaallllllyyyy wanted for a long long long time!!! :)

Before Abby is here...

Trying the new app I downloaded.. :)

Should I??

Ahhhh... I been thinking for soooooo long...... Hmmmm.... :(

我好不舍得啊!
真是的，瞄了好久... 还是算了吧...

Abby has been kicking vigorously! Is she can't wait to see the world? Haa.. She has been rather active but at least is active at the right time, she doesn't kick in middle of night. So stay this way yea Abby! So u will sleep through the night.. :) be gentle too in ur kicks!

One Step Closer

22 days to the arrival of Abigail Ling! That’s provided she be out 26 Feb. haa, it made me feel like I was counting down to my wedding day 2 yrs ago. Time really passes by so fast! Abby is a gift from God to us on our 2^nd yr anniversary. All I hope is she will be safe and grow up to be a faithful child. 

So exciting to be hearing of one in labour. The tears and joy that follows after the delivery. But when I look into my own life, I am scare. Once Abby is out, it be another set of worries which wont end. I think even to the day she marries off, I will still worry for her. I dunno what kind of a mother I will be, a parent we will be to her. Yes, I do agree we should let her feel she is loved by us. (:

The father of the 2 boys really inspired me when I read the article. Forgiveness is so difficult for him but he declared he forgave because he is a follower of Jesus Christ. May I have the same courage and faith as he does. I am not as faithful as what I used to think I guess, but oh well I am human too. Imperfect. Sinner.

You're still the one

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holdin' on
We're still together still goin' strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby