Seriously I hated it

I hated liars. Because I had a very bad experience. I hated it when I put 100% trust and in the end I found out is a lie. A lie is a lie. Whatever reason it is, if I asked and I was told a lie I will be very upset. Don't blame me for showing black face because it started from you.

How will I ever dare to put total trust? Is it that hard to speak the truth? Feels like men words cannot be trusted. Big fat liar. If that makes u happy, you can cont, I will discount whatever you said and I think that's the distance how far we can go.

Grandpa's demise

Grandpa lived a ripe old age of 98. I have no more maternal or paternal grandpa since 14, until I married Lawrence and I have the opportunity to call 'ah gong'. However, this ah gong had left us. He went in a peaceful manner which many ppl envy. 

How will I end my journey? Most impt this remind me of what legacy am I going to leave. Am sure ah gong left good memories and legacy to the children and grandchildren. :) 

Late night

Is late but I can't get to sleep. Alot of thoughts in my mind... Hmmm.. 

Feeling sian, feeling tired, feeling kinda alone.. 

Abby's first head up!

Usually for long naps, I will put Abby on her tummy. She will wake up with a cry because no one is helping her to get up. But ytd I found her head up so high! Awwww I am so proud of this little girl. Instead of disturbing her, I called mom and we both started taking photo of this girl! :) and of cos she doesn't smile when she see my polka dots cover -.- but after I removed it, she smiled at me!! Awww.. 

Wonder how many firsts I will be able to jot down for Abby! 

Today is also Abby's first time attending a church wedding! :) haaa she really can win ppl's hearts with her smiles.. :) good girl! She wore yi yi's new clothes for her and headband. :)