I have been pondering over what was shared during lunch.. haa.. guessed you are wrong this time!
It really set me thinking this time round that silence is not always golden! *bleah*

went to read utmost, decided to do some reading since i have some spare time and i am feeling grouchy. (after reading, realised it wasnt today, but well, quite apt)

ppl say to me i am faithful. am i really faithful?
The goal of faithfulness is not that we will do work for God, but that He will be free to do His work through us. God calls us to His service and places tremendous responsibilities on us. He expects no complaining on our part and offers no explanation on His part. God wants to use us as He used His own Son.

Which reminds me of our last week studies. the qns raised (let me share in my understanding) - when we work, we do with our heart in obedience. How about doing it but with a heavy heart, or simply don't feel like doing it? think this qns kept in my mind because often time i do feel it. i do it but i dun feel like doing it. is it being obedient? what if it is not what God wants me to do? haa.. it led to so many qns!

my take was that if it is not where God wants me to go, He will call me out. How? i do not know, but when it comes a point that i need to make a decision, i will have a peace at heart. How about doing w/o the heart? my take was it requires obedience to do so, and a simple Faith. Afterall, if it doesnt go against God, and it can be a good testimony, being a salt and a light to the dark world, why not?

i guess i am getting impatient with my growth. i know i didnt want it this way thus i made myself read merely for the sake of reading. For eg for 1 Chron, ask me what i have learnt? i will say is boring! this is sooooo wrong! :(

guess the advice given to me set me thinking. which is good also la.