Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Gynea visit...

Abby is gg to turn 36 weeks! :) she been through with me since jun 12 n she is coming soon...
I wonder what a girl u be like.. I hope ur character is not so much like ur mama because her nature usually land her on the losing end. Be it always used as topic of jokes by friends since young, or always seems to be giving in to friends, not much preference of her choice. Sometimes feeling unappreciated or being treated like a fool, but I guessed is part n parcel of life that ppl will grow stronger. Ur mama learnt, so I Hope ur journey u will walk through n to the end with the good Lord. :)

I think the test truly describe me..

Though I think u wont be reading my blog, if u do u would have ask me how I m doing long ago :P as I shared I won't keep one whose heart is no longer with me, even if it meant to be just me n the child. It is meaningless. No more 'I love you' or even a simple hug when u need. If it helps better, move on n let him be with that b*. Hey u can still turn back, it will hurt a little while like a cut, let it heal n u will be fine. Memories will come but it will come to past. Well, u brought back sth I buried deep deep in the ocean.

Feeling so tired, though not physically, think mentally too..
Backache, fingers-ache, swollen feet...
Shall upload some photos of my journey with Abby here since I m too shy to take any maternity naked photography..







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