To be or not to be..

I decided to share my thoughts again.. Maybe it backfired, I dunno...

Think we see things differently maybe? Things we did not resolve before we decided to be together forever.. And now perhaps it is piling and going to explode.

Today is actually one of my happiest day after the whole thing. We went shopping for the whole afternoon, and our hands were locked again.. Yea I ended it with my thoughts and feeling..

To put it simple, I really just want him to be happy.. I also want him to stay close to Him..

Guessed I have failed in my role and vow.. Such a failure I am isn't it... Maybe it was him but all along it was me...