Mood: Moodless..
It has been a week.
I know you are trying to make it as comfortable for me as possible. Both of us knew, deep down there is a hole that we want to just hide in so nobody can find us, not doing anything and just be in daze.
I have been in daze for a while.. I still do the things I want to do, but the feelings are different, and things will not be the same again. Going to be better or worst? I really dunno..
Oi used to say whenever I am in the ‘I dunno’ mood, she will chose to leave me alone for a while, at least for that particular call she made.
Recently, been thinking abt the past, particularly from 2008, think those were my really happy moments all my life. Feeling so emo now, I know if I share, wont make you feel any better too.
God, I needed You.
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