Came to hear abt Jas’s bb girl, she was born with paralyse left cheek. Tried to text her but no reply, till I met Syl. So sad, I can feel the pain she has for the little girl, heard she been crying and Syl looked tired. I used to rem how we always talk about wanting to start a family with the loved one and being up-to-date housewives. I can truly understand the fears she had when she was carrying the child.
Met eli last night, as we chat I shared with her some of my feeling over this child... like I told hb, many things can be owned by us, bearing our names. A child is someone unique because he carries the parents’ traits; I feel is something personal and close to my heart next to the marriage cert which bore our names too. Different pair of couples will have a different child; this is one of me and him. Thus I feel it is special.
I want to play my role and responsibility, and to end it well... God, I hope you be pleased with me, walking on the narrow path is hard with so many expectations, but it is a path I chose 13 yrs ago. The many decisions I made I know You are guiding and as You unfold the plan, teach me to understand and show me Your grace and mercy.
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