during lunch....


the journey begins........... 

lost voice today so nv go for work! hopefully can regain it soon!!!! :)

over the weekend was exciting, went to malaysia, Desaru on saturday to visit the ostrich farm and the fireflies park.. indeed it was really a great trip to see all this, however, my usual kakis were not with me, jac, liting n hui wen!!!! missed u guys really...

Ostrich Farm
our first destination was Jusco, then we had lunched at apollo restaurant and next we embarked on the trip to the ostrich farm! it was really an eye opener trip as i nv came so close to an ostrich be4! i was staring at their big big eye balls!! so big! they were really adorable(will post pics after this) saw their eggs too, it is very hard and big! a kinda big uncle stepped on it and it didnt break! well, if there is a crack already on the egg he stepped, he could have just stepped an unborn ostrich to death cos the egg will give way.

next we had a chance to ride on the ostrich, well.... i was really afraid it cant hold my weight so decided not to go, haha... realised alot of the girls did not go too! haha... well... only a handful of them sat on it and had their well deserved cert n pict with it. i merely took a photo with the ostrich, and pls! it stinks!!!!!! haha... and ju had to take my expression for tat...

we also witness an ostrich egg that hasnt hatched, an ostrich that is upon coming into the world, they will use their beak to break open the hard egg, but this is still not a day old yet! it will only start counting its age on earth when it completely break free from the shell. Amazing! it look quit disgusting exposing half of it shell though...

next we proceed to the ornament centre, where they uses parts of ostrich to produce ornaments, food, etc! haha... food is too gross, as i have just saw an ostrich, next u ask me to taste its meat! goodness, i cant take tat of cos... well not only me, all gave it a miss... saw some ostrich feathers being added to pencils, bookmarks as ornament, wanted to buy for my kakis but it is so not not not practical! in the end i decided not to, photos will be sufficient. we also get to see an ostrich egg being broken be4 it formed up, it is soooo big!!! heard from the ppl that the egg is as big as 24 chicken eggs! WOW!!!

next we depart from the ostrich farm, while walking out, mandy(crazy gal) was running towards the bus, heard someone saying it resemble the "bao ba, hai zi" so took a photo of it.. haha... quite lame la... but it was really funny...

Fireflies park
next destination, we got to put on the life jackets and then boarded the long long long boat, and sailed away from the city into somewhere it was really really dark! the whole journey lasted abt 40 mins, we saw lots and lots of trees will fireflies on it! so beautiful, no photos for this part as it is very difficult to capture unless u have a really good camera.. we managed to see a few flying and one came to join us on the boat! it landed on shuwen's pants and minyi's hand! minyi was asking eileen to kiss her hand cos fireflies landed on it! ahha... so i told her dont wash her hands! :) all the fireflies on the trees makes it look like a Christmas trees! really very beautiful!!!! AWWWWW!!!!

alright after the ride, we head back to custom.. overall the trip is quite fun i can say, we sang songs on bus while travelling and had a lot of jokes and funny experiences... one of it was the girls were Q-ing for toilets and a guy just went in singing " i wanna wash my hands...." dots... it made so many laughed rolling on floor i guess... haha....

on sunday, decided to go for the church camp and is quite excited though i am only going for 2 days! haha... cant take leave as the other acounts assistant is leaving on 2nd june... so will have a lot to learn and to do... hai... boss ask if i want to apply full time, not that i dont but i really think i cant cope with my studies... i know it will look good on my resume but really my studies!!!! URGH!!! and results coming out soon!!!!! *scared*

okie.... posting pictures!!!!!

while posting pictures, came across pictures taken
during guitar lessons... the girls enjoyed it and i got to know them better.. :) below are some pcis taken during break time.. :)
wanna take this opportunity to thank those who drop by to visit us... alot of u came... thanks... haha... though just passing by to say hi, but is a nice one yea... :)

 

alright, dun make fun of her le... these are the nicest lot! :) thank me k... :)

 

Suzanne's ugly pics!!! caught in actions! :)


 

Siying and me....

 

went to yanting's 21st bdae party and taken this with suzanne.. haha.. she ah.. played with siying using my camera, so i am going to put up her ugly pictures! :) she dared me to!!!

really glad to see this secondary sch frens again.. siying told me once she met weiqiang and liangxi for lunch, they been yearning for a class gathering, so they came out with a bright idea that is to find out a significant person's bdae and all shall attend and get free meal, at the same time a gathering! so bright! so they thot of me! thanks ah! didnt know i m so significant!!! :)

 

phew! exam over exactly a week!cant quite say confidently that i will do well, but i just hope to pass through this semester, i really dun wanna go through the same thing again...

after MAB that day, went k-box with good boy(gonnie), yuxin, racheal, liyan and zhimin... was fun.. had a great laugh! but on my way to BS, had a sickening encounter... sometimes i m not trying to be racist, be4 entering the train, i saw an indian guy... well.. he was sqeezing behind me, and i can feel him trying to be funny! so sick! my second experience on train and by the indian guy, is so sick la! shan tok more since is OVER!

last sunday being Mothers' day, had a family(maternal) gathering... mom cooked a spread of dishes, on top of that aunties bought some to add too.. i bought a total of 8 carnations for the aunties and grandmothers and mom.... a time to show our appreciation.... :) well, the thing that made my day wasnt abt having all the cute cousins coming to my hse, i received an sms from SARAH, my "daughter".... she was really very very sweet.. saw e sms right after church service, and was very touched by the simple sms.. haha... indeed seen her grow alot and really glad what she is today! i still remembered last year she bought me a carnations when i saw her in school!!! haha... :)

these few days been thinking abt financial planning... i have enough to spend, not that i dun, have stop taking allowance since i started working... so got to really plan well and save for rainy days... planning to go for church camp if work allow me to apply leave, it will be $265... this year camp is 5days 4 nights... should be quite interesting... cousin who supposed to room with me might not be going... well...will still be rooming with alicia if going... hee... :)

alright, have to get started to plan for my 21st bdae this year, might be entitled a 3days 2 nights chalet, venue not confirm as is booked by my aunt through her company... but tentatively date are either 9th june or 10th june-fri or sat... so will split friends and relatives into two days, those woking will definitely be on sat i guess upon their request, haha... well.. will split and see...

next is what i want for bdae!!! haha.. everyone is waiting for my list la..kept asking me what i wann... :) okieokie... let see what i thot of... there aint much i really want as what i want is far too expensive!!! haha... kidding.....

1) ipod nano - 1/2GB white
2) a watch from nike! (spotted on mag) - think it cost $200++, might be a present from dad...
3) a bag pack! (haven spotted one yet but soon, if u wanna get me & saw 1 that suit me, let me know, i wont reject de lah! :) )
4) a new camping/sports bag
5) a new shoulder bag
6) a new wallet
7) a magnet board - wanna this magnet board for me to put up reminders etc in my room! :)
8) Christian CDs/books or vouchers also can...
9) vouchers -can be adidas, nike, world of sports, top shop, dorothy perkins, taka etc la...

haha... if above all not within ya budget is okie....

10) bring me out to eat! must be great k, homecook also can, but must be hao chi! :)

alright... planning to do some reading be going for BS tonight....

back again!

watched "the art of seduction" on tue, it was really a funny show! really glad we caught it in time! went to cathay cineplex, wow! that was my reaction when i enter. it is currently still under renovation with no shops at all except the cinemas on the 5th and 6th level. just this alone, it was so cool and great man.. after getting e tix, me and aud headed for e cinema, cos we were late! no cos either me or her was late, but cos we both shopped till we forgot the timing. well, the shopping spree was only a while! like 2 hrs???? yeah...

reaching the 6th level- where cinemas are...goodness....so many threates! haha... well... will make it currently my first choice place to watch movie!!! :) simply awesome... the seats were so comfortable too! haha... right... should really thank aud's mom for e tix, e show only screen at cathay since a korean show, and aud's mom has vouchers, so sorta watched it for free! :)

upon leaving, waiting at the bus stop for 14... suddenly.........................

this ah pek who was sitting down, stood up! he pull up his shirt, i was thinking, "ah pek, why u showing ur tummy! aiyo, so big!!!!" then the belt started to came loose, "ah pek, u taking off ur pants??????" then the pants got lossen!(i was behind him). oh dear.... next moment, i saw his BUTT!! well, waring a white with blue stripe underwear, cant help it, so obvious! he was happily tucking in his shirt in public, at least i saw e back view, a lady who walked up happen to see e front view! haha, she immediately changed face and turn away! :) goodness..... and thanks to aud, after standing for sometime decided to take mrt! if said earlier, we wont get to watch this free show loh...

after that met ms lee(sze sze) for dinner... had a great time chatting with her... not long after sh arrived, as we talked, she asked me abt baptism... hmmmmm... told her when the bulletin came out regarding baptism class for the coming easter, i want to go... but dad disapproved... everytime when church open baptism classes, i have been asking myself whether i want to take this step of faith... been thinking for a few yrs le... but dad dun allow so cont to pray!!! :)

over the weekend, on sat, went to St Andrew's community hospital... it was a nice experience to me... since i have been through a lot of com serv since sec 1... i partner with sherwin and eileen... well... felt like i had brought 2 body guards with me!!! and i was e only one doing the talking and they laughing! i spoke in chinese, eng, hokkien.. haa... cantonese cant flow very easily la, i only beginning to learn! :) had a great time for my group i can say... they love the singing and the interaction..

after SACH had e usual announcement... poor piglet ah.... :) dun worry, anything can call me up... cant talk long but at least u get off ya chest! :) after 9th may! haha... my last paper, can havoc! 20th may going to firefly park, haha... mom has been planning but cant get enough ppl to go.. ask if she wanna follow us, she rejected me...

ma gan invited my mom to easter concert at expo by CHC... saw e advs, looks quite interesting... however, mom was quite reluctant to go esp when hse is still very messy since under renovation... but, one great thing is she was more willing to go compared to the previous times i invited her!!!!

last sunday, i rededicated my life to God! AMEN! i cannot feel the pain Jesus went through for us, but i know it is the ultimate.. Pastor on good friday did an exercise with us.. everyone above 12 who enter the church will be given a nail.. in his exercise he told us to look at it and reflect... smell it... observe it.... place it on ur palm(actual position on Jesus hand is wrist), just to feel e pain the pointed nail give... it is pain we experiencing la... though not poke through and see blood... but imagine it going through our Lord's wrist! it is ultimate! yup... this really makes me ponder and ponder..... and yup.... :)

alright back to books... exams is coming... am really getting e gitters.... :)

i realised how hard it is when u try to tell ur friend when they are wrong... not trying to judge here.... shan talk much... is sad to be misunderstood.... getting over soon i hope.....

over the weekend was great i would say... went back to GB, see all the familiar faces once again... haha, not back for 3 mths! wow!! really thanks Ms Lum for the prayers, my heart calmed down and not so jittery and stresed up over exams.. well thank God for that! :)

dates for retreat and fireflies trip are out.. oh dear clashed with so many things!!! well.. very touch that jac, liting and huiwen willingly to give up retreat if my bdae celebration falls on that day!!! aw... so touched!!! haha.. (thanks piglet! muacks! thanks mousey! muacks! thanks owner! muacks!)

on sunday supposed to bring yuxin and bryan to my church.. well.................. someone overslept.. muahhaa, only bryan came! well, guess he felt awkward initially! haha, but at least he get to see baptism and found his fren!! (eh a long lost friend??? not really long i guess since is from army days!) so qiao! :) inviting them again for easter sunday! :) *yuxin pls set more alarm this time round!!!!

counting down to exams!!!! 3 more weeks!!!!!! or rather 2.... since this week is ending!!! goodness...studied till 4 am last night and got to go to work today.... still manageble so far! :)

had a chat over msn with sokling just now... really thanks for the advice u had.. indeed u spoke wad i felt... :) haha... hey allways talk to u ah, will have many thots and will feel somehow seeing a clearer pics and things are not difficult afterall! thanks for the many advice! really glad for a fren like sok!!! :) thanks for ya concern too! haha.. dun need me to say u also know, well, just keep me in ya prayers k.. :) will be grateful!

Mabel!!! jia you for tml's paper!!!! :)
pls pray for mabel taking her first paper tml!!! Principles and method of Bio-Phy!!! dunno also can pray right?? :) xie xie...

another pic.. again during break.. additional effects by yuxin... edited by hp.. 

taken in MAB Lect.. think it was break time then... haha.. quite like the angle it was taken!  

Discipline without relationship leads to rebellion.

Does anyone not understand tat?

why do i suddenly say that? well, it came back to my mind again.
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had a bad dream last night, it was really bad! woke up in the middle of the night and i started crying.. it was bad... when i woke up in the morning, the imags kept floating and tears just flow... is really scary.. i prayed and prayed.. things got better so left the hse to study at starbucks.... though the start of the day was bad it ended off well! :) had a great laugh.. alright, promised not to publicise in blog to save face... but that doesnt mean if anyone wanna know cant ask me! haha... i will still tell ya! just tat cant blog abt it.. haha...

exams coming soon and i started to get jitters... 3 more weeks! and i m so not ready! this cant go on! :( jia you to all my friends having exams soon! taken some pictures quite some time ago, decided to post abt them! some were really some time back!

taken in SHSS new block toilet! missed those days to get out of classroom to take a breath, which is to visit the toilet! :)  

Enrolment Service 2006 Color Party!

these girls were great! so proud of them.. haha.. 

dedicated to my friends....


i thank God for the many friends that He planned in my life... a part are really great friends who i m still in contact with, a part are ppl who just left as we end a course, module, class, etc...

why must friends hurt u when they are suppose to be part of ur growing companion? just like we are their growing companion.. somehow, it makes me paused to think and count the remaining friends that i can trust...

i can feel the hurt that u felt... sleep through it, and a brand new day tml! this act is not escaping or wad-so-ever, is an optimistic point of view, having a clearer mind, then u can resolve wad u wanna resolve... thinking of things in another perspective.. (i m optimistic btw)

many ppl come and go.. only a few will leave their footprints and it will remain in ur heart!





Daddy, i pray for peace upon the heart and a good night rest...





JESUS, You are my best friend.........

ooohhhoooo a while since i been updating.. let see wad has been going on....

well, last week boss threw a "bomb"... haha...
she needs me to come three times a week instead of the usual twice... well, she said if i foresell no work, i can just drop one day and remain twice a week... due to some unforesee circumstances... well, at least she is nice and the system is quite flexible, so like my style! yeah, ppl be flexible!

fetch jac and liting to GB last sat, since after accompanying jac to get medical report.. anyway liting u owe me one la... to think if we didnt call, think u will be super duper late lah...

last sunday had dinner with carol, tried those "chi-ca" ah, i think that's how u spelled it.. haha... not bad ah! and value for money! not bad.. out of 5 stairs, i give 3 la... cos the sweet and sour pork not up to standard la! :) then met her on tue(yesterday) to comb bedok resv, goodness! alright, i must admit she is fast la k, we were separated cos hshe ran bigger pace but dunno why my legs dun open leh when running.. ahha... nvm... halfway abt 3km, found her sitting down, reason being she wanna SHIT!!!! and we have to walk like 1.5km to reach the toilet!!!! :) haha... "no image liao" :)

last mon early morning received an sms from darling yu xin.. haha... she wanna come church with me... :) hey u nv know how happy i was, esp after u said all abt ur boring SAjc chapel... :) thank God u are able to catch the Da Vinci Code my church going to screen for the next 4 weeks! haha...



in BS today.....



Discipline without relationship leads to rebellion.. haha...all along i hold this belief in high regard! haha, i always say "nobody is borned for u to scold! " simply cos i dun like to be screamed at.. back in sec days, i dun usually scold my juniors... haha... hey i always play the good man k.. :) i will talk to them on another level... sharing and praying...

i like to hang ard with the teenagers, knowing the problems and pressure they face and help to relief them.. i love to listen to them, to share their sorrows and happiness.. i love to share my experiences with them.. haha.. does it makes me a counsellor or social worker??? :) somehow it just makes me feel happy to be able to help this teenagers... true i cant reach out to everyone, but i will reach out to whoever i can.. :)

daddy allow me to go for power boat license as my bdae's present! bryan say it will be abt $400... still considering... haha... maybe ask daddy give me e money so that i can go on hols after exams hor... haha... but well, it will be a bomb he gonna spent on me bdae le... lots of ppl asking wad do i wan... list coming soon k.. haha.... pls.... most importantly.... NO KEYS pls!!! thanks... even my mom say i obiang and she is not giving me.. haha.. for those who dun read this blog and didnt know, is okie... i will still take it.. for those who know... NO k... :)

my mathernal grandma who is a devoted buddhist, asked if i wanted a cross for my bdae!! so sweet... nv expected her to say that.. mom said grandma is getting more open.. hopefully can share the gospel with her.. in God's time.. :)

exams r round the corner soon so guess less blogging time le... after exams planning to go on hols... suggested Rendang.. but fren say Phuket... anywhere cheap k.. i m not rich btw... somewere with nice beaches will do! :) dun tell me ECP or PRP or sentosa thanks...


off to books... time check 2.22am! :)

having MAB test this friday! right.. like again! just found out the previous test and now another one................

will be out studying this few days i guess!

-came back from running at 10pm!- *wow**tire*

talked to pork just now... realised she had accepted the invitations to join drill com... haha... :)
previously didn't hear anything ah, till sok said yawling or someone? asked her on A&D rehearsal.. hhaa.. thank God for this additional member! *hunting for more!* :)

went to hospital today, saw wen hui, wow, thank God this bro is alright... :)
the doc came and said that CGH came a new equipment and would like wenhui to try it out.. haha, to put it nicely is to try and pass time - he was bored u see. but to put it in another words, is a be a Guinea Pig lah! haha... doc didn't said guinea pig but merely said for experimentation.. haha... quite fun though... anyway hopefully his red blood counts increase so he can be discharged soon! :) it dropped when doc tested it today... get well bro, since u wanna watch ur final destination 3.. haha.. not interested though...

think my HK trip might not be true le... exams timetable is out! hai....

VERY UPSET! *sobsob*

sometimes when u want to do something but u dont have the "energy" to do it.. in chinese we say "li bu chong xin", i very badly want to overcome this! hai... exams r piling soon... things r still haywired... got to find a place to study soon.. home too messy le! DISCIPLINE!!!!!!!!

got MAB results le, dont ask me what i got!

i have alot of things to do but it seems like there's no time.... aiyo... things need to be done in the list..
1) going lagoon with louie, sam & Aud (schedule since after O's?????) have not seen them till now!!
2) a day to east coast for wake boarding to accompany aud
3) canoeing with e-grp
4) gathering with su & others (been postphoning)
5) my books!
6) clearing up my room
7) going to ikea to get my furniture done
8) plan a 3D2N trip to Hong kong - I/C - ME!
9) wanna meet dinner with ppl who haven meet up 4 sometime!!! (esp 34thGB kakis la...)
10) most importantly, wanted to spend a morning out at the beach/park to spend time with the Lord! it will a great experience with the serenity environment!

did i mention that i planning a 3D2N to HK???? sis and i wanted to do some shopping and mom was suggesting an over wkend trip to HK will be enough since dad knows e place.. checked the cheapest airfareis $318, anyone with cheaper rates??? pls let me know.. planning to leave on 14th arp since good friday is a PH... no work no sch... leaving fri morning, coming back sunday night... anyone wanna join us??? plain shopping! by SQ will be $320...

wen hui got hospitalised suspected dengue... 2nd case to ppl ard me.. so ppl pls TAKE CARE of yourself and take up preventive measures at hm etc... pray God's healing hand be upon him..

We are finite but the Lord is infinite! What we know of our Father is finite, we can nv imagine the things that He done for us! cos He is infinite!

ranks yield ReSponSibilities, reSponsiBilities yields greater taSks....

just had this thot when me and carol managed to make it for the last 30mins of meeting... nowadays realised the standard of juniors changed, not comparing them, but i feel that the meaning of ranks and responsibilities have been transformed.... somehow....

today attended JLTC.. (carol thank me!) had some thots shared with sok... felt different after chatting with her.. :) got tired over certain things, realised is the angle i see in needed a change... maybe.... after that told a cab back to SHS, cab uncle had a fun time "suaning" carol i guessed.. haha... will nv forget the thunder that strike when carol seem pessimistic over the meeting.. so gal, always be optimistic.. :)

yesterday visited bleuliquid... thanks to alan.. nice place but quite smoky though... reached home abt 230am... well.. for yuxin's sake k! haha, hope u enjoyed ur 21st bdae with us.. :)

thank God for everything and anything..
He could simply not pick up the cross.. but He did!
therefore, Luke 9:23 - Deny, Cross, Follow!