Abby is 3 weeks old!!

My little Abby is 3 weeks old! :) whenever at this moment, I will rem the feeling that went through at the delivery room. I dunno if I will ever want to experience it again..

I m so happy with my own small achievement.. Congrats to myself :) now when I pump, I will fetch at least 50ml.. Am glad.. But as I try to reach Abby's feeding routine, is not enough.. Well..

I didn't like what I m feeling. Sometimes I hope when I wake up, I will find myself staring at the same old light.. But it will nv happen..