today boss not ard.. haa! hence morning was kinda lighthearted... and i was late for work for 7 mins without me realising..

anyway yesterday had a celebration for my bdae @ work, it started all wrongly from the beginning with 25 candles!!!! haa... received a nice bag and a really lovely card! i do love cards!! guess cos it is something personal and i enjoy reading every word written in it, aint them meaningful (i kept all my letters and cards btw)? so, i love cards! (elisa, are u sending me one from aus? must be made in aus!)

taken some pictures @ the balcony! oooo... the scenery is soo beautiful, but of cos it cannot beat the night view.. the night view is def nicer! the office was filled with so much laughters viewing the picutres, shall select only the nicest ones... thanks so much for that! I wont remember having 25 candles on my cake okie… haaa!


a pleasant surprise set up (:

did you spot the candles?!?

the finance team...

a really nice card & present received..

nice scenery!

alright, this looks like a scolding session..

Sheena: you know..... you all shouldnt..... this shouldnt be the way..

Jami: oh! orh.. i am so sorry

SY: huh.. orh... erm..

alright, lazy to blog more pictures cos i have to wait for a long time..... (:

anyway i thank God for a wonderful working environment i am in and i do certainly hope i can be a salt and light to Him here. (:

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updates on past weeks...

attended anna's wake on the last night. there were sharing of her lives. it came upon me that little things that we do can touch ppl's heart. i wonder if i have done enough little things as a form of outreach to christians and non christians alike.

also shared with cousin how i told my sis i wanted my funeral to be like. (: and maybe can paste those cards i received haa... i will like the walls to be filled with messages from friends!! (:

and my phone finally died on me... it is a mute phone now! i cant hear anything, is time to get a new one.. so no calls at the moment but i can sms.. (:

alright... back to work.... though boss is not ard.....

Sacrifice-Bob Fitts- With lyrics.

what great love that God had showered upon us.

received this from Isabelle this morning.. so sweet aint it?

haven seen her for a while since i left, what's more she only joined GB this year, anyway a nice girl (:

i dont have motivation towards my work... how? been taking my own sweet time in doing stuff i realised...........

i think because of my OT-ing... and i realised i haven seen my dad for 2 days! oops..

Exodus been telling me abt being used as a vessel of God - like how God used Moses & Aaron (Vessel of Fragrance, haha sound familiar, how about sitting down camp?), to make things happen through me. i thought before surely i can be one? though i have been praying for God to use me to fulfill His purpose. (:

i dunno what to update le......... boring.......

saw this pic on my comp, reminded me of the convenant that God made during Noah's time (Gen 9:12-17). it reminded me, too, of what law shared when rainbow appears, it could mean God needed that as a reminder, can you imagine how upset He could be with us?!?

anyway then saw this:

21 The LORD smelled the pleasing aroma and said in his heart: "Never again will I curse the ground because of man, even though [a] every inclination of his heart is evil from childhood. And never again will I destroy all living creatures, as I have done.

22 "As long as the earth endures,

seedtime and harvest,

cold and heat,

summer and winter,

day and night,

will never cease."

as long as the earth endures... will never cease-will it somehow link to the work of men, civilization? i have heard disasters came due to human work, global warming... i wonder...am i thinking too far cos of recent disasters?

i like this song... maybe it caught my attention because the way the singer sang it (haa)... haven really understood the meaning of the song though, but catchy tune i thought (:

不知道为了什么忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷快赶走爱的寂寞

你要我听这一首歌用这首歌离开我
她唱的太美了歌词却很伤人
你为什么不直接提分手

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

Pray 24-7...

indeed, i prayed like i never pray before.. this was my prayer each time before the prayer session. i prayed for a revival within me each time. all i can say is, thank God for journeying with me all my walk with Him, my every paths i chose, even when i made the wrong move, God will gently direct my path. who am i to deserve His attention, to deserve to be the chosen one, called His child?

indeed, this is a privilege. this is not a chance, it is a plan, a perfect plan of God.

when i was younger, i used to imagine that God owns a lot of book shelves that are used to display our 'portfolio' (though i am not sure if God is high tech to track using a computer instead), each book is named, by our name. i wanted God to be please when He is reading mine, i wanted Him to be proud that i have run a good race, fight a good fight for Him, and He is smiling when He look into my life.

many a times, i think i have made Him sad, what i feared most is when i do not even know that i have sinned and it is seemingly right to me. that's then scary.

recently, the world's attention falls on China and Myanmar, the 7.9 quarke and cyclone nargis caused many lives lost, and adding to the totality of broken families overnight. this is so sad, my heart goes out to them. i wondered how many believers are in the midst of those who lost their lives. many said this is a wake up call to the unbelievers and believers alike, i think it is also a time that i wonder what can i do. How God can use me? there are many who have yet to believe in Him, there are also many who have yet hear abt Him.

i hope i can do something... so sad to watch the documentary.

over the last week, church embarked on a 24-7 prayer week, went to church to pray on wed and fri nights. had an extended prayer session on sat night 2-6am, so worn out on sunday. but i really do felt that i really prayed like never before. since 2 am, we have been worshipping Him, lasted all the way till after abf. indeed personal revival (:

I AM SO DISTRACTED TODAY! haha... that's not very good...
distracted by what i do not know...

life is getting a little boring i think..although this week i am suppose to be pack with activities, but somehow i still think it is boring, why? sometimes i just dont wish to do anything but to watch ppl getting ard with their busy schedule while i enjoy a nice drink in a nice cafe.... (:
cousin is not meeting me for dinner, well that's because i will be seeing her coming fri to sun (her reason, haa).

cousin & lawrence, thanks for your concern last night! (: yeah i know ppl ard me cares (haa, my fav sentence)

a little abt things @ work since i am so free now...
i was advised to cut off ties with the previous colleagues i worked with, esp since a new person has taken over. i do understand her agony when ppl bypass her and speak to me, even for simple matters. i don't how. not me to simply say, please do not call me anymore for i am no longer handling your acc. ok, i think she is really disappointed and fuming yesterday. i will try not to interfere between them.

my colleague advised me on my weak point, being too trusting. she said i trust ppl easily, though i hardly know them. hmmm... is written on my face again? diao.... just been nice and giving others the benefit of doubt, is tiring to be defensive and observing ppl leh. anyway unless the first impression i have of you is bad, then guess that's too bad. haa!

aside to my walk with God...
alright embarked on Gen, still is. a little slack with bs, guess gonna do it tonight.. (:
pray for the disasters in Myanmmar and CHina. glad that sze & sam are fine.

okie my random thoughts above... am bored la...

i am tired... really... by all the qns and i dunno how to answer them anymore. i may chose to frustrate it instead. sorry if i vented it on you, i really think i did.

i was approached like last year regarding this and since then, many who knows me came to ask if i am going to take over. i think am tired of being in the lime light at times, esp when ppl ask "what's going to happen after she step down?? oh JAMI taking over is it? good good!"
when i qns "why me??" - "because only you and you are the best option" (i qns if this is from God?) somehow i don't really like the reply, it seems like a best way out, without considering my feelings and my thoughts.

many tried to talk me out into this, honestly i didnt want to pick it up because i will surely come to the same situation as of now some years later. and i do know myself, i do have my insecurities - i feel that i am not strong enough (emotionally though i may not show it). yes, friends said they will be there (and i am a team player, i do need support - physically there). i appreciated that. i do appreciate too when ppl have that faith and trust in me that i can do a good job or i can be a good leader. i do appreciate when ppl i hardly work with finds me a great person to work with. i give this glory to God for making who i am. but, is this the reason for ministry?

ministry to me is a commitment - at least 2 yrs. have i become a need to the company? outsiders see it as this. and i do appreciate ur 8 reasons to me, really... i am touched by ur sharing, love ya k, i nearly teared, yes! am really sorry, but thanks alot for the trust in me.

says:
hear me out
JAMI. says:
ok..
I cut off my pony tail says:
1. to me it must be in a hand of a resposible person.
2. The one must know it very well, cos it's a company which had been running for more that 10yrs
3. The one must know the current problem in it, so that changes can be make when she take over.
3b. This is the most important because i have been in it long enough to know that there are lots of changes to make it better.
4. The one must have a heart for it, not just take up because she wants to serve GOD, but out of LOVE for this company and wants to serve GOD through it. Not through it to serve GOD.
5. The one of the it must have very gd coummiuncation with sch, becos we all know that all the teachers that comes in dont last.
5b. to make teachers that comes in have a feeling like home and be devoted to our work, the one must be extrem humble to hear others point of view of
5c. this has been a major promble in my point of view, and i think this will cos great change inthe gals involvement too. See EC case, when she influnces us so much, guided us so much
6. The one must have gd relationship and commuication with church too. it now is lack of someone who can commuincate with church and the current one is not having a too gd relationship with current church now.
6b. Even though one is not from the church, she should still keep in close contact with church. I would not say that the current one is not doing that, cos i dont know. But i know that this will be a great challange for the future one.
6c. Even that a challange if the one is humble, GOD house will not stir up in it becos GOD is incharge and he will not allow this to happen.
6d. From what i know, church have no woman or full time staff who is capable of taking up this responsibilty.
7. The one of it must be able to see and plan a future this company, someone who can see what level should this company be brought to.
8. The one must be a gd accountant, to take care of the company spending and funds.

says:
from all the 8 pointes above ~ these are what i think a one of it should be
says:
some how ~ you have meet them
says:
i listed them for you not that i want you to take up
says:
but from a person who loves it and i know for sure i am not the one who will take over deep from the bottom of my heart
says:
that for sure
says:
so to me the one of it must be like this wheather izzit you or someone eles, for we know the situation better than anyone
says:
So i guess this is also y i ask you to take up the post, not because there is only you, but rather is only you who can do it.
says:
\Not everyone can do it, of cos there will be someone better than you who can do the job
says:
but to me you look like you are plan to do it, i see a growth in it in future when i think of it in the hands of yours
says:
becos you have the passion for these gals and you the most humble person i met whom i believe can stand btw the gap of sch and it
says:
it will also growth in yr hands becos you know what is best for her and you know what she is lack of and what she needs.
says:
like a mother
says:
i truly believe in this
says:
let GOD's will be done and not mine


*the above is an unedited version of the convo, i hesitated if i should post this or post and change blog! but well, to me nothing to hide, perhaps is just someone's point of view. i dont doubt my own leadership, some do know i dont have the confidence as well. yes, the solution is pray and ask God for strength, i do know not that i did not do it, but to me this is not the priority yet. i am glad with what i am doing right now, i think i need a break from there. this reminded me ru sent me an article and spent time with me to understand what a leader should be. honestly, i really do think i cant cos i am not a far sighted person, i just shared recently that even my own life plan is till before i turn 25... i dont even know if i can see that far in other areas.

ok, i think i seem vexed, a little by all the questions being asked when ppl sees me. i dunch know, let the last sentence, let God's plan be done. so can stop asking me? ask God?? (:

it has been a long time! (:

okie what should i say.....

work is hectic because it is month end.

school is over because i just finished my exam. yay!

went to watch Iron Man today with the usual ones. the movie was so so so nice....
despite being tired after knocking off at 10pm, i enjoyed the whole show.
(really sorry to make u guys wait for so long, sorry!)

2 more weeks to my only paper....
and i am way behind.. think i nv learnt my lesson, even though this time round i started the earliest among all my exams in SIM.

guess i have to make plans for overnight studies... (:
whole of next week gonna be on half day leave each day, really needed the discipline to start revising... hmmm thinking of place to park myself...
HK cafe is too far from work....

been trying to catch up on sleep, haha, but my efforts were to no avail..
last night was tired, but chatted with avril all the way till abt 4am!
it was a good time chatting with her... was so amazed by her! haha
thanks for accompanying me to enrolment too..

hmmm enrolment.....

How wide is Your love
That You would stretch Your arms
And go around the world
And why for me would a Savior's cry be heard

I don't know
Why You went where I was meant to go
I don't know
Why You love me so

Those were my nails
That was my crown
That pierced Your hands and Your brow

Those were my thorns
Those were my scorns
Those were my tears that fell down
And just as You said it would be
You did it all for meAnd after
You counted the cost
You took my shame, my blame
On my cross

How deep is Your grace
That you could see my need
And chose to take my place
And then for me, these words I'd hear You say

Father no
Forgive them for they know not what they do
I will go
Because I love them so

after You counted the cost You took my shame, my blame on my cross

-what a wonderful love-
i heard this on one of the night services in church. it was so beautiful.

elisa called today! yeah i was happy to hear ur voice.. (:
thanks for listening to me... yeah you can be praying for me on that..

for the others, well, just share in summary... haha
i have some areas of concerns in my heart, and the funny thing is i know what God wanted me to learn from it. haha got that inspiration as i shared with elisa. indeed, i should hold on to the faith that He will guide me even when i fear.

elisa asked me if after making those decisions, will i have time for myself? i wondered... haha
but if i reject, she will be a burden in my heart, if i accept, i fear for my inadequacy. if i reject, someone may come along the way to guide her, if i accept, can i hold her there and help her grow? aiyo.... decisions again.... hai...

maybe cos it speaks of commitment... am i committing too much? but i enjoy the process..

aside to tay, so nice of u to remember to update me abt ur date. (: hope my advise on ur planning helped.. no worries abt the rejection now, is not a failure anyway. shall see after exam, concentrate first! should give some room and concern during this period of preparation la... (: okie a step taken... (: -guess u said u wanna show me e photo, bluffing me again?- haha

i am so glad that sy decided to stay..
was so sad yest when i knew abt it, though i knew her for barely half a yr.
guess the friendship we had, made me felt so affected by it.
didnt expect the impact on me, but i guess like what boss said, the dept has really bonded well.
i thank God for this, esp since is my first job.
had an opportunity to finally answer her qns to me, didnt know how to explain to her when she asked what is my makes me carry on life/motivated each day (something along this line).
told her are friends, but i guess is people ba, so that i can show the love like Jesus do to me.
God create nice opportunity when we have patience to wait. (:

finally down with presentation!
thanks my fren for picking me from sch (:
appreciated that...

two more weeks to easter!
however, the death/resurrection of our Lord should be in our hearts everyday, every moment. for that holds a victory sign that Jesus had accomplished His mission for the uworthy.

Qt hasnt been good for some time, been doing a few days of reading in a day.
guess due to busyness...

Last week was bad...
had 3 nights of 530am and waking up at 730am...
and i was late for work for a day at least.
no doubt i can sleep late, but with work, guess i cannot anymore.
i always remembered daniel tan(sim lect) said before since we are young, sleep less, spend more time on earning $. ahaha... money is not earn this way, there are other more impt stuff to spend on - like God, family, friends!

last sat met e drill com, and my dear AI AI is getting married! (:
Jasmine! my prayers for you is that your relationship be God-honouring and God will bless you both. (:
she has been the closest one to me in drill com, guess cos we entered together, and still remembered how we got messed up as jami lee and jasmine tan! (: so nice to have you back seriously!

this week, celece is leaving and i will be on my own solely to do the sg acc. gosh!
but i know the Lord has been faithful, whenever fear creeps in, He will send peace and reminded me of Him. just hope that this month sales will be fine... - holding on close to HIM -

this month will be a testing month as i see it, a test of time management... dealing with work, sch, assignments, various activities... wow! but i guess will be over soon, since when we are busy, time pass fast..

been busy with the SBA test to actually update my blog..
thank God for the good paper on thurs, had a good time writing and God, had once again, shown His greatness to me by His peace upon my heart. (: this down, more to come in mar... another management report gonna due on this fri. hmmm guess should try to finish by thurs.. hmmm..

after my paper, went to NUS to give cousin a SURPRISE visit. i admit that i simply cannot play pranks on others, is proven, yes. (:

just thought of cousin that week so decided to visit her after my paper since i am nearby as well.
thank God that law joined in, and i was spared the 'supposed' taxi rides. (: and i really appreciated that. (:

the roads within NUS really driving us mad. been traveling the same roads up and down, guess ppl who have seen us passing by wondered too. and is not funny, gosh! so tiring. still thank God for a little amusement during the 'agony' haha!

guess we were paying so much attention to the road names, and we found this! - 'Law Ling'
haha, guess the first time law found a road named after him! -.-
(i alighted to take this pic btw)



















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met up with leaf, ying and zibin for lunch on sat. haha, had a long discussion on 'is it ok to lie to save a life', well... had some insight from zibin's sharing. shared abit with him also abt how i wish to undergo trials like some do at times, and guess what he said was true, in fact each day i may be battling with something, but perhaps due to conscience, i chose to do the right thing. well, i think it will boil down to remaining faithful in Him and to read His word so as to fall back on Him, who is my foundation.

met up with the 02s21 peeps at night.
didnt realised an easier route to jalan kayu from my hse till that day. alright, i am still learning anyway. (:

thanks to tay who helped me to get my way there, was so amazed by his details - 3nd (2nd or 3rd?) bus stop after turning into jalan kayu, and passing the home and shell on my right (which was actually left), walked 20 steps in the same direction and i will reached (it took me more than 60 steps and i was still a dist away) nonetheless, i still appreciate ur details. ^-^

is so nice to see the old classmates again.. though is the usual group, it brought back lots of fond memories of those time in tpjc. (: thanks to marvin for the ride back, despite his early church svr on sun. (:

and........ i was late for church on sun... :(
i woke up at 740am by a call, and headed back. i was so tired.
nearly fell asleep during sermon, but it was an interesting one though, and of cos the sudden ringing of my phone woke me too -.- haha...

i guess the topics covered/going to cover in church are getting more and more interesting to me. (; which is a good thing, makes me look forward to sermons on sundays.

Chimpanzee (Pan Kun) and Dog (James) team up for situps

posted this on my tpjc blog and terence was addicted to it! (: so decided to post here for my other friends to enjoy. (: rather hilarious, how smart these animals are.

just my thots..

we know the facts abt Him, but sometimes we can lose focus on Him. This is because everything we say is knowledge, is no longer from the heart. This is the time, i feel, should hang on to God. Having that simple faith to trust in Him and to hold on tight, to never let go.

We can give excuses to run away, even though we know what we should do.
when Jesus walked down death walkway to die on the cross for us, He did not give excuses, He did it out of obedience.

indeed, it is a hard battle, but you are not fighting this alone! Deu 31:8 The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you... You have the Lord going through this period with You. when you cant feel it in the heart, pray and ask for a renewed heart. (: believe. to me, you can lose the passion but never lose sight of God.

last night, i was reminded that QT is not necessary the reading of the bible, it can be simply prayer to commune with Him. If your heart cannot commit to reading, perhaps take a small step by working on prayers first. (:

and i thought of this song, guess i posted it before. (:

Trust His Heart
Written by: Babbie Mason and Eddie Carswell

All things work for our good
though sometimes we can’t see how they could.
Struggles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blind us to the truth.
Our Father knows what’s best for us;
His ways are not our own.
So, when your pathway grows dim,
and you just can’t see Him,
Remember He’s still on the throne.

God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don’t understand,
when you don’t see His plan,
When you can’t trace His hand, trust His heart.

He sees the Master plan.
He holds the future in His hands.
So don’t live as those who have no hope.
All our hope is found in Him.
We walk in present knowledge,
but He sees the first and the last.
And like a tapestry, He’s weaving you and me
to someday be just like Him.

God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don’t understand,
when you don’t see His plan,
When you can’t trace His hand, trust His heart.
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when you cant trace, you trust. (:

dont cry! (not sure how i can tell you... so decided to blog since you are the next freq visitor.)

i still remembered when you told me a few years ago that you were accepted and going to embark a new journey, i also had my whiny period... haha! thinking back, it is part and parcel of life... (:

let this be the time for you to encounter Jesus more! indeed, you grew alot too i realised when you were there... perhaps the environment pushes you to trust in Him more. So, grab Him again this time round! like i said, we will be on da phone again on like 24/02/2008?!? (: -let me dig out the piece of ODB that you read for ur QT tat yr-

will keep you in prayers... oh i was smiling reading your blog..

it makes me feel happy when friends around me are happy...

come back for more movies, thai express, ur prata-s, suppers, lunches, dinners.. (:

Casting Crowns - Praise You In This Storm

for you cuz (:

Casting Crowns - Prayer For A Friend

Today's meditation

When the Lord speak, do i hear?
am i still to listen to what He has to say to me?
has my heart been still and to keep a lookout for Him?
He has been there, i know, but do i seek Him?

reminder: (myself as well as the others) God should be fundamental. (:

realised time has been passing fast... we are coming to the end of feb & CNY gonna be over. it felt like yesterday i just celebrated the entering of 2008. (:

today's meditation allows me to reflect on my weekly activites. day in day out, i will be busy with something. though work took up most of my week, i still have time for the others. i can foresee more coming. whenever in times like this, i wonder why i can give time for other stuff but yet left so little for the Lord. i should have an ETWG soon. (:

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Assignments are here to haunt me again... (:

this week OB down.. and SBA will be next..

but this week is only 1000 words essay, by right it shouldnt be that tough i guess but is abt squeezing the idea into 1000 words that is difficult ba.. elisa said 1000 words she did it in a day.. for the past weekend i only have half a day each..

one thing i am thankful for is my new laptop! (: i got it on last sat which makes proj easier. in addition, the softwares are already installed! am really thankful for that. thanks law for the time put in too!

me and ying had the 1st CE, played Saboteur with them. thanks to sok i managed to get the game. playing with different grps is so diff, girls here are more predictable whereas playing with the drill peeps, i am predictable to them... urgh! cos i simply cant bluff, yeah too innocence a face... anyway hope they enjoyed and pray for more great time to come. (: i am encouraged by their expectation of the grp as well, majority said to see a relationship build in this grp and to know God deeper. thank God for this desire they have. (:

and yesterday, the usual clicks had dinner at my place ever since a long time. thanks elisa for coordinating! am really not in the mood to do the liasing, i know u are pms-ing but thankful u did it in the end! (: love ya to the max la...

yeah and is 5 days left....

i am SLEEEPY! (:

guess due to the lunch.... had a not-so-bad and a far lunch with elisa and law.
but meeting ppl is worth the walk.. maybe next time suntec! (:

PRAYER FOR A FRIEND - CASTING CROWNS
Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.
In complicated circumstances with clouded view.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.

I fear that I won’t have the words that he needs to hear.
I pray for Your wisdom , oh God.
And a heart that's sincere.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.

Lord I lift my friend to You.
Though he's my best friend in the world,
I know he means much more to You.
I want so much to help him,
but this is something he has to do.
Lord I lift my friend up to You.

There's a way that seems so right to him.
But You know where that leads.
He's becoming a puppet of the world.
Too blind to see the strain.
And Lord I lift my friend up to You.

Lord I lift my friend to You.
I've done all that I know to do.
I lift my friend, to You.

the words in this song has been ministering to me.
been thinking about it ever since i heard it, i wonder how often do i actually pray for my friends.
alot of friends came to mind when i was thinking of the lyrics, nice song indeed.

since on the topic of frens, i made a new sec 1 friend last mth. only spoke to her on msn but i have nv met her. well going to tml since heading back to SHS. interesting. when i knew her, she asked me alot about myself, whether i like praise and worship, whether i love talking to God (prayer), and church and all. i am amazed by the faith she has especially at such a young age! i truly thank God for her. because when she asked, it was like a checklist for myself. (: and she love prayers as much as singing praises, simply because she love to talk to GOd. such a wonderful girl. (: is this considered simple as well? i guess so.. (: i thank God for how our paths crossed.

okie and elisa is leaving next sat! that's sad... for her... haha...
well, thank God for the technology so we can still hear each other. oh i love the bookmark btw, and i told her i bought a card for her. yeah, shall only give her on that day! dont be too touch and cry, cos i am not bringing bucket with me. (:

oh! i am getting my lappy today! (: that's fast.. and i gonna have a high creditor!
(at work, we have 60days credit terms with my creditors btw) alright just kidding...

Happy Valentine's Day! (:

overlooking the sea, makes me envy with the speedboats and yatchs...
i am tired & sleepy. sent sze off early this morning, woke up at 3am! am glad i went, guess is too early in the day, cousin & viv were too cranked up as well. oh and janice came.. (:

be prayerful for sze, the trip will take her a long day, probably she will reach at night.
sometimes i wonder, what if God calls me for mission and going alone?? hmmm... i prefer accompany, can i tell Him that? (: talking abt this reminded me of the children in thailand, i missed din and don. well... kor shared with me he gonna strive to be financially free in the next 3 years and plant church in Africa.. woot! amazed... means i should save and visit him when i can (:

today's meditation is taken from Romans 8:28
"... in everything, God works for the good..."

Max Lucado presented this rather interestingly, the emphasis is on 'everything' hence, replace it by things in your life. For me, that will be..

In life, God works for the good.
At school, God works for the good.
At Work, God works for the good.
At home, God works for the good.

indeed, it is to focus on the heavenly perspective of God then to dwell in our worldly thinking. and God works for the good of those who love and trust in Him. hence, what ever situations we meet, it has a purpose. we will know in God's time. 2 words summary: Trust & Faith

i have been thinking abt my new lappy.. not that i have gotten but am still deciding.

initially was browsing ard apple.com and kinda attracted by mac. but see, i am not one who focus only on outlook appearance, inner beauty counts!

my criteria are simple - durable and cheap cheap! (: lightness and appearance i consider them as value-addedness. many i asked told me to just take mac - that's it. hmmmm.... but they gave me funny reasons to convince me:

colleague - "you got the mac look - aka one who goes for something that is nice and stylish"
(wont be surprised, since another colleague said before i look like a punk to her -.- oh no.. i am not btw)

alicia - "you wouldn't want to change once you get used to mac"

others - "is nice!"

ELISA (this is funny and the most irritating to me i guess ^_^) - "you have the tai-tai look, can imagine u sitting in a cafe and click here and there like a tai-tai" & "mac has the drooling factor"

oh no... she is spoiling my image for sure to call me that. i dunch wanna the name tai-tai neither do i like tai-tais, that is wasting my life heh. what a friend i have to say that! haha, you can carry ur own baggages *hint* -wont get angry with you, just having seconds thought of driving you ard- (:

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thanks to that fren above i got some pics from jac's bdae & BS.. (:

at NSRCC Chalet..

played cards with eileen and elisa till 5am on friday..

look @ the many cards she had...next moment, they slipped off.. & she is funny la, entertained

me alot thru the night

jac cant take it... decided to catch some nap..

some photos taken during BS on eve of CNY...

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here are some photos taken on mon 11/02/08 - meeting up with the souljourners.

supper at Yong He.

sze is leaving on 14th Feb @ 6am... which means she will be at e airport at 4am. keep her in prayer for journey mercies. so much that i will want to visit her, there are limitations. haha.. okie shall plan for it someday.

my spiritual life...

i been thinking abt my faith. so much that i will want to take the step of faith for baptism but i dunno to wait or go ahead. the exercise we did some sundays ago is taking effect. i knew i will reach this point somehow. God i need signs, am i dumb to catch it? so??? hmmm... kor said to fast and pray. to this, i am unsure.

okie...

5 days of rest... back to work tml. time passed so fast when u are enjoying yourself.

started with supper on tue night with ting and law... then managed to catch the gang for our BS on wed.. truely i enjoyed the sharing each time with u girls..

first day of CNY, nothing much. as usual went over to grandma's place, and came back home. this yr CNY kinda special yet not, special that i shared Christ with a young cousin of mine and shared with kor abt baptism, e rest is the same. spent the night with oi and elisa @ mac.

2nd day of CNY was spent with proj! my forecast and budgeting again... that was be4 my movie though...

KungFu Dunk down with the usual ppl... CJ7 is the next, anyway ph brought down my expectations already, i am that easily influenced i admit. and some more in the list....

3rd day, my hse was opened and only the churchies peeps came... after which was to alicia's hse till night.. spent time playing citadels, bangs, and well for some rubik cube.. haha

And dad upset me - for nagging at the same issue. well... haha... the funny part was...guess he felt guilty abt it thus he became so nice and decided to bring me to get a laptop. and yes, i rejected in the end! haha...
nah, not being mean... told him i will look ard first and not impulsive in my decision (hmmm, sounds familiar huh) wanna get something durable and within budget (:

sunday as usual, had lunch with the churchies after serv, and finally saw sze today! that was the highlight of the day i guess.. only remember her top that made me feel so warm for her! and she is still the same old her... missed her much..

that's abt all for CNY hols i guess.. realised spent alot of time with the peeps in my e-grp recently.. ali,ter, and law.. cos they were the few faces popping up as i was blogging, simple as that..

today, i found myself a mom! haha... guess she is more like a nanny or PA to me... seriously, thanks for breaking the stuffs-to-do down for me, it really gave me a clearer picture and i do hope that God will guide me as i guide the team. thanks too, for the inspiring sharing on leadership, i hope i can truely apply them, just like the sermon today for me - Be Strong and Courages. looks like many things to accomplish soon, i pray for a good team to work with.. (: especially since is a new role for me...

this week being reading on the book by Max Lucado (kinda a long ago bk) - 'He chose the nails'
it really speaks to my heart, especially since i am doing on Cross Road with the church. shall share more after i finish it... all i have to say for now is that, THANKS FOR THE CROSS.

I want to know you more
In the secret
In the quiet place
In the stillness
You are there

In the secret
In the quiet hour
I wait only for You
Cause, I want to know You more

Chorus:
I want to know You
I want to hear Your voice
I want to know You more
I want to touch You
I want to see Your face
I want to know You more

I am reaching for the highest goal
That I might receive the prize
Pressing onward
Pushing every hindrance aside
Out of my way
Cause, I want to know You more.

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Yes yes, i want to know You more and deeper each day. Let Your presence fill my everyday.
BECAUSE You are worthy of my praise!

I will give, you all my worship
I will give, you all my praise
You alone, I long to worship
You alone, are worthy of my praise

I will worship, with all of my heart
I will praise you, with all of my strength
I will seek you, all of my days
I will follow, all of your ways

I will give you, all my worship
I will give you, all my praise
You alone, I long to worship
You alone, are worthy of my praise
You are worthy of my praise

I will bow down, and I'll hail you as king
I will serve you, I will give you everything
I will lift up my eyes to your throne
I will trust you, I will trust you alone

I will give you all my worship
I will give you all my praise
You alone I long to worship
You alone are worthy of my praise

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Thanks for sharing with me under the rain on sunday, what you have shared is like an answered prayer for me, and i thank God for it. my prayer will still be that God will help us to overcome.
and i am truely encouraged by what you have shared, indeed is not easy to share abt one's past especially when it was hard going through it.
i thank God for you too..

been hearing people around me are falling sick! oh.. take lotsa care ppl!
the flu bug is here... and i think i am one of the culprits that is passing it ard! oops.. sorry peeps..
but will be praying for u guys to recover soon (:

went to jac's chalet yesterday night and had a great time simply playing cards with elisa and eileen. hardly knew eileen well, but it was really fun to have her ard i realised. though only the 3 of us, leaving the other 2 in lala-land, we played till 5am in the morning. (: (jac simply cannot understand why we can be playing for that long though, neither can i)

okie, moving on to my spiritual life, God taught me alot from the study of Jude and during my QT. my next step will be to increase my QT time to an hr... also hope to be able to have at least an ETWG once a mth. looking at the many things i have on my 'plate', seriously i do not have an idea where can i find time for it. but, i know if i sincerely want to, God will provide. (:
i am so encouraged by looking at how my e-grp spend their time reading God's word, moving from one book to another, it speaks of consistency.

i believed my prayers were answered - a simple sms tells it all. throughout last week service, a constant prayer i uttered was for Him to speak to her, and i believed He did! (: it warmth my heart to see lost sheep been found.

and............ my dear ms lee sze sze is coming back tml!!!! (: missed her much... pray that she will be able to get back in time despite the heavy snow that caused traffic obstruction.

PhewW! today is the date for submission! like finally....
sometimes i wonder why do i even take up accountancy when i dont like to do budgeting and forecast...

as usual i am bored @ work.. but rather tired today
past few night been sleeping for less than 4 hrs, yet infront of the comp for more than 10hrs?
okie, maybe not exactly since i've got stuff on everyday. guess the worst was fri night, slept for only 1.5 hrs! haha.. my best record was 45mins,
but that left me fainting at home the next day ^_^
so: nv discount rest!

well, gonnie entertained me for a while.. such a zhu tou la.. "happy belated 26th bdae!" that's sound old... haha! alright hope he find a job soon, 26 already!! then can get married le.. remember to invite me! *take ur time la* (:

this weeks of rushing proj, not only feeling tired, but i also experience the grace of God and His faithfulness! i know He is where i draw my strength from. it is so wonderful to see God @ work when we are stucked. and of cos, thankews to the ones who prayed for me! (: much appreciated *from bottom of my heart*

"Hallew"....

here to update on our department outing yesterday - Mount Faber Safra Club...
the first thing that caught my eye upon reaching was the swimming pool...! not the normal size, but is definitely nicer than tampines safra... (: a beautiful club..

the first game.. alright i am bad at the first game, i need warming up! (:

anyway...

Back: Sing Yee, Sheena (BOSS!), Kelly, Shuting (my sup), ME

Front: Aina

extreme right-Celece
she is a funny woman... nv fails to make me laugh at her!

this is what it meant by 170cm - 161cm... ^_^
not accurate, think she nv stand straight la..

finally it was over... (:

my target was >100, i achieved it in my 2nd and 3rd game! (:

after bowling, head back to project...

i seriously dislike the forecasts and all... capital budget, sales forecast, P&L, balance sheet, production forecast... oh no... *praying each time be4 i begin* (:

enough of complaining..

thank God for fri off!

& thank bryan for sending the notes up to my house.. truly appreciated that! (:

Taken below from wikipedia, i find it rather interesting... (: i belong to the Gen Y! (:

Depression cohort (born from 1912 to 1921)
Memorable events: The Great Depression, high levels of unemployment, poverty, lack of creature comforts, financial uncertainty
Key characteristics: strive for financial security, risk averse, waste-not-want-not attitude, strive for comfort

Pre 'World War II cohort' (born from 1922 to 1927)
Memorable events: men leaving to go to war and many not returning, the personal experience of the war, women working in factories, focus on defeating a common enemy
Key characteristics: the nobility of sacrifice for the common good, patriotism, team player

World War II cohort (born from 1928 to 1945)
Memorable events: sustained economic growth, social tranquility, The Cold War, McCarthyism
Key characteristics: conformity, conservatism, traditional family values

Baby Boomer cohort #1 (born from 1946 to 1954)
Memorable events: assassinations of JFK, Robert Kennedy, and Martin Luther King, political unrest, walk on the moon, Vietnam War, anti-war protests, social experimentation, sexual freedom, civil rights movement, environmental movement, women's movement, protests and riots, experimentation with various intoxicating recreational substances
Key characteristics: experimental, individualism, free spirited, social cause oriented

Baby Boomer cohort #2 (born from 1955 to 1964)
Memorable events: Watergate, Nixon resigns, the cold war, the oil embargo, raging inflation, gasoline shortages
Key characteristics: less optimistic, distrust of government, general cynicism

Generation X cohort (born from 1965 to 1979)
Memorable events: Challenger explosion, Iran-Contra, social malaise, Reaganomics, AIDS, safe sex, single parent families
Key characteristics: quest for emotional security, independent, informality, entrepreneurial

Generation Y cohort also called N Generation (born from 1980 to 2001)
Memorable events: rise of the internet, September 11 attacks, cultural diversity, 2 wars in Iraq
Key characteristics: quest for physical security and safety, patriotism, heightened fears, acceptance of change, technically savvy, environmental issues


had a funny dream last night, dreamt of my e-grp travelling on a fast speed boat kinda, and it flew up into the sky, doing a 360 deg turn! and we were without seat belts.. hmmm.. found myself waking up after that at abt slightly after 3am i guess.. barely slept for a while and i dreamt of this.. haha...

proj are maddness! haha...prayed last night before i press the panick button and thank God for the flow of ideas.. (: it is great undergoing a little stress, for i can experience and rejoice in His greatness and faithfulness in times like this... (:

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee

When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle,
when 24 hours in a day are not enough,
remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups ofcoffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items infront of him.
When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if thejar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things--your family, your children, your health, your friend, your favourite passions---and if everything else was lost and onlythey remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your houseand your car.

The sand is everything else---the small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your spouse out to dinner.
Play another 18.
There will always betime to clean the house and fix the disposal.

Take care of the golf balls! first---the things that really matter.
Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'


alright, reproduce the above from aiai's blog.. felt it was really meaningful.
however, i felt something is lacking - God. so i decided to change a little to it! the jar shall represent a God-centred life.
imagine if the jar broke, which akin to a broken relationship with God, it becomes meaningless to hold the others that is in the jar, everything will be hay-wired, not in place.

a random thought though, may not sound reasonable..

just thot of letting out my thoughts before i lost them again.. (:

today at e-grp was super lost... nv once i felt this way...
truely experience what is the meaning of mental blocked...

thank God for answering my prayer... for helping me to start focusing again..
if not, guess i wont even have any take away tonight...
i felt the atmosphere was kinda... then again my feelings can be wrong,.. ahha!

as we shared, God put this qns within me. What is the basis of my principles?
my answer will be the truth from the bible. and the application is to pray in faith.
it reminded me once again what i shared with bee lan and the grp of ladies...
we recapped last week's sermon and what are our views of God - occassional, supplemental, circumstancial or fundamental.

to me, God is fundamental (at least more prone to this than the others). although He may not be on my mind 24 hrs a day, but God is my foundation. He is where i draw my strength from. most of the time, i can be communicating with God, maybe not in prayer but simply conversing... He is so real to me..

took a walk home and said a long prayer on my way back home.. and i felt hungry! ^_^

hee, i saw more photos... so shall add again... not sure why my pictures are so small.. so bear with it k..

this is taken on wen wei's (my e-grp Leader) 'bur'day celebration...

US! (xintong still in china then...)

the 'sabotaged' wenwei

one thing i know - we are too nice! (: (by e look of e 2..)

hmmm, i wonder whose idea for me to hold those...

alright, the ladies...

hee, these last 2 photos seem so ancient! (think i took from alicia's blog)

i remembered it was in one of the church camp (not sure which yr).. my cousin and i came late for camp, she was later la, to the extend i pasted a post-it on our door to let her know which rm i was in.. (: oh and her 'neng-ka' haha...

and guess the one with sharon was when we were slacking and being nonsense.. haha as usual..

realised my blog is so dull! full of words and not much pictures. decided to post some pics from my work comp, since i am so bored of invoicing...

it was meant to be a christmas gathering for most GB girls, but it turned out to be only 3 of us! well, then we decided to go ahead... went to PS for our fav, thai express, and clarke Quay TCC.



this is funny... it says: -
WANTED GOOD MAN
must be able to clean, sew and care for 6 children.
Must have PROOF OF INCOME ^_^ (think the proof is the catch.. interesting)

yeah.. the 2 of them... (:

i was trying to cut up elisa's small burger HP chain.. (alot of ppl asked what i was savouring, guess i can pose well.. (: )

evident of she (elisa) abusing me...

yeah.. 3 of us...

today jieying came to lunch with me! how silly can it be to get from city hall to suntec? well, ask her k. waited till 1pm for lunch.. haha.. (she left her hse at 1130am)

had a great time with her. and glad she felt the time spent travelling down just to meet me for an hr was worth it! (: i truely hope i will be able to help her spiritually, but of cos, faith from her play a bigger role. pls remember those qns i posted to you! and i hope she will learn to priortise her stuff. so comforting to hear that she did up her 2008 resol with her sis..

and today had the 2nd session of bible study on philippians, and Audrey joined us today! (:

i really hope the sessions we had together are going to help each other in their walk with the Lord. indeed, it is ministering to me.

i had an exciting study today, for i can quote lots of references!! yay!! haha... from Jude, Heb, Cor, Col... wow... maybe phil is an easy-to-understand book i guess.. (: we completed... i think 3 verses... i am excited abt phil 2, esp the one on... shiny stars. my fav section.

i realised i am getting more and more excited when it comes to reading the bible..

God's word is living and active, by reading His word, then can we understand and know that He is the true and only God!

i thank the Lord for the passion i have to beginning seriously in reading His word. kinda to a point that i felt it is addictive.. (:

but realised sometimes i will lack determination, will fall asleep... haha mom says for her, she read best in toilet! hmmm... children shouldn't learn bad habits from adults.. (:

anyway browse through my photos and reminded me of those times, think this was taken in 2006.. (:

remembered this being the first camp i was the camp commandant! (:

okie, this song came to my mind like just only! was reminded of how great our God is.
oh did i mention yesterday @ worship, we sang 'How Great Is Our God' again! this song had been ministering to me. my cousin would agree with me! we were both together all the times it was sung. indeed it is God's reminder that He is great!


You are God alone
You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependant on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything we can give
By Your plan, that’s just the way it is

[chorus]
You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone

You’re the only God
Whose power none can contend
You’re the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
You’re the only God
Who’s worthy of everything we can give
You are God
And that’s just the way it is

[bridge]
Unchangeable
Unshakable
Unstoppable
That’s what You are

oh yeah, another song that is in my mind today! we often sang this in 34th, it has been some time since i last heard about it though till today! (:

Lord, i truely offer all i have to you. i just yearn for you to fill my heart with your everlasting love! and indeed, You are all that i want and all that i ever needed! (:


Draw me close to You
Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your friend

You are my desire
No one else will do'
Cause nothing else could take Your place
To feel the warmth of Your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to You

You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near

hmmm supposed to be doing strategic management proj... but well... decided to blog about some thots first and share on my weekends, wonder where all my sat and sun go to.

had cca fair @ Jys to teach balloons. hmmm, is nice to see church ppl working together and the dynamics is different-maybe cos we came with a communicated and common goal. spent some time with the girls, had fun and cracked silly laughters. initially suggested for them to go around rah-rah to catch girls' attention, but the cheers were not suitable, by then, the sec 1s had gone up. this reminded me of SHs, maybe 34th girls are more rah-rah, still remembered how i tried sewing a big-tee to fit like 2 ppl, walking around with it as a banner... so much fun back then. kinda missed it... (:

after the whole fair, was abit exhausted since i woke up so early!
had lunch, was funny la... i meant the whole session. was nice to have a changed evironment and work with different ppl. quite anticipating to see how things gonna work out when CE actually begins..

had dinner with law and oi. i was really happy to see the improvement of situation. i felt good things are working well. then spent some time chit chatting with law.. and was so happy to FINALLY meet up with Sylvia! (:
so nice to see her and hear from her again.. although she is like leaving on mon...

then on sunday....
i liked pastor vincent's message today on Thinking Big! *wasted, dont have my pen to take down!* but i remembered we Think Big cos we have a Big God Who gave us Big Goal... he hasnt complete yet though.. (thought to pen here to recap) i liken the part on the views of God ppl have. one thing i catch is God is fundamental, the foundation, He is not occassional. we dont blame God when things are not in our way, neither do we praise Him only when He is good to us, we should Give thanks and Praise Him in all Circumstances! this is rather clear to me, and i am really glad because of this, i wouldn't mind going through stormy seas to let Him teach and mould me. Truely, it is amazing when you experience how God can work through you in trying times.

today began the first session of ABF 1. kinda funny, not sure if how things gonna work though. so many ppl asked me how was the session, hmmm.... i replied pastor i felt young there.. (duh!) and the session today was alright, a usual 'get to know one another' kinda stuff. awaiting to see more stuff though, guess it should be pretty exciting to learn from the 'more adults' i guess. can keep for future reference. first few sessions can be pretty weird, especially after getting used to Kaleo, but then again, by not giving some time to explore further,how to benefit from it? hmm... just like it takes 2 hands to clap la..

had some personal thoughts (not gonna share in details, just thought need to let it out somewhere)
no one is perfect (not sure if this is an overused excuse). and i think different ppl hold different views due to our character and we are all special that God made us to be. i usually chose to give the benefit of doubt that ppl are nice too. (: okie this is a good thing to be simple.. i really think it is a priviledge to be simple la, aint it?? haha... so i can never get it when ppl start to think so complicated. Dont worry about tml! (:

My work desk is sooo messy.... (: been piling up with files and paper...

now i am waiting for the printer (whereby 4 of us are sharing) to print my documents. think i am still quite far away from the Q.. still have alot to print...



yay! i survived the yr end closing! (: it was tough, but i guess is still manageable.. thank God for this!



a little complaint about sch....

i still have a huge pile of notes to complete reading asap.. hmmm 200 pages... i wonder how long i will take! this sem, we have to print all notes by ourselves! total 3 modules that i took, i need to print about 500 pages i guess. haven really thought of ways to print them, at least i know 74pages are settled. a little step at a time... ^_^



For OB, managed to tap onto Bryan!! yeah... using this as an excuse for him to meet me! (i know u miss me very much & so nice of u to come down to suntec!!) that can save about 200 plus pages hopefully. (also provided the owner kept it intact) *praying*



i can sense that stress alert button is coming on soon, with so many things that is going to happen. i wonder at times, am i being overloaded. yet, i am happy to be busy, to be doing all the stuff.. haha.. kinda weird.



tml gotta wake up early again... will be down to jys for balloons...
so encourage to hear from avril that she is going down shs for cca fair with carmen, somemore taking leave. well, for a full timer like me, i think leaves are very impt. haha.. so will be praying for them instead. Not being bias, but jys is on sat. see.

okie, my turn to print...

"This is Madness!" haha, agreed with yx on this!

today attended the first day of school, apparently today is the 2nd lesson, because i missed the 1st on the 27th Dec (i really didnt expect sch to begin on the 27th Dec, since usually it begins only in Jan) - lesson learnt : wrong to assume, always confirm.

was given an assignment due in 3 weeks time, and at least 3000 words! it suposed to be a team of 3 but we cant form it so is just going to be me and yx. 1st assignment, 2 ppl, 3 weeks to churn out 3000 words! and to add on to it, yx is doing audit internship at deloitte, hmmmm.. it gonna be OT days for her. i wonder how we can complete it. i foresee that i will have only abt 2hrs to do on weekdays night (assuming no sch) and perhaps abt 6-8 hrs on weekends to work on the proj. so total abt 22 hrs.

3000/3 wks = 1000 words/wk
1000/22 hrs = 45.454545 words which is about 46 words.

hmmm, it may seem easy but i haven add in the reading up of materials! heard that it is about 100 over pages. oh no, it gonna take me more than a day, maybe abt 6 hrs. oh no...

and thanks to this lesson, i gonna miss this friday e-grp and another, which i think is on 18th jan. hmmm... dunch like to miss though, dunch like the feeling to pause and getting lost... well, shall get notes from ppl and of cos do my part as per schedule.

this few days been reading up on Hebrews, it has been a great experience.. hope to preserve this 'hunger for word' and heart of worship for the Lord.

i dont really have any new year resolution set for this year, every yr my resolution is to finish the bible.. hmmm.. but it doesnt happen. haha.. well, at least one of it succeeded which is to remain faithful in all circumstances! (hahaha reminded me of my dental incident. that was funny. )

thinking abt teaching CE soon, i should really buck up on my bible knowledge... oh no.. it sound so scary again..... heh.. saw the schedule SL sent, it gonna be only abt once or twice a month. seems quite alright though. (: but so lazy to head back to SIM on sat afternoons for lesson... spoilt my sats...

This song had been lingering in my head since last sunday...
and been using it as a prayer too.

God and God alone
God and God alone
created all these things we call our own
From the mighty to the small
the Glory in them all is
God's and God's alone

Chorus:
God and God alone
is fit to take the universe's throne
Let everything that lives reserve it's truest praise for
God and God alone

God and God alone
reveals the truth of all we call unknown
and the best and worst of man
wont change the Master's plan
it's God's and God's alone

God and God alone
will be the joy of our eternal home
He will be our one desire
Our hearts will never tire of
God's and God's alone

Happy New Year 2008!

my new year eve was well spent this year! or rather it was meaningful. headed to boat quay after watching NAtional Treasure. was trying to catch the fire works but somehow our view was blocked by the tall building - hmmm... so no choice daniel, elisa and me just to try and head towards the direction which gave us a better view. (think our initial spot was better, should have gotten law, alicia and ter to find us there!) (:

anyway, we didnt count down together since we headed separately. hence, logically my countdown were with elisa and Daniel, haha. indeed, it is nice to spend countdown with e-grp or rather with brothers and sisters in christ!

afterwhich, headed to chomp chomp for supper.. hmmm but most shops are closed, so had a drink and head back home. (:

nice new yr spent! thank God for bringing us together!and is nice to have liting and elisa to join in... (: